Perhaps to Want but Not To Have
Posted 10-21-2010 at 08:13 PM by VilleVanatic
So here I am at 25. I will be 26 in April.
The time flies by so fast.
So for a while I lost myself. In a relationship that was very emotionally draining. I didn't listen to my music, or show any passion towards anything. It was like he sucked the life right out of me. After finally breaking away, almost a year now, I am finally getting in touch with me again.
My boss and a former co-worker called me a Vampire today. I just rolled my eyes. She had been commenting that I was drastically changing. I have not felt happier in so long, and the one time I do someone comes along and tries to take that from me.
So now that I am beginning to find me again, perhaps my will to start dating will surface. To find that dark romance I long to have.
To run my fingers along his tattooed arms and kiss his lips that are set framed among a face so devastatingly white that the moon cannot compete with it. Perhaps his hair will be long and I can run my fingers along it as he sings to me "Gone with the Sin." acoustically.
I want to hear his tales of woe as we lie underneath the stars and vow never to return to civilization. Let his voice bring me to tears as I hear the pain in his voice and know that I am the only one who could relate. I could light a candle to break the constant beam of the moon so that our faces are now cast in a luminous orange shade. His eyes looking dark and brooding and I know then that we are two among the world and nothing could break that bond.
Let this be not something Perhaps to Want but to Have.
-Villevanatic :cool:
The time flies by so fast.
So for a while I lost myself. In a relationship that was very emotionally draining. I didn't listen to my music, or show any passion towards anything. It was like he sucked the life right out of me. After finally breaking away, almost a year now, I am finally getting in touch with me again.
My boss and a former co-worker called me a Vampire today. I just rolled my eyes. She had been commenting that I was drastically changing. I have not felt happier in so long, and the one time I do someone comes along and tries to take that from me.
So now that I am beginning to find me again, perhaps my will to start dating will surface. To find that dark romance I long to have.
To run my fingers along his tattooed arms and kiss his lips that are set framed among a face so devastatingly white that the moon cannot compete with it. Perhaps his hair will be long and I can run my fingers along it as he sings to me "Gone with the Sin." acoustically.
I want to hear his tales of woe as we lie underneath the stars and vow never to return to civilization. Let his voice bring me to tears as I hear the pain in his voice and know that I am the only one who could relate. I could light a candle to break the constant beam of the moon so that our faces are now cast in a luminous orange shade. His eyes looking dark and brooding and I know then that we are two among the world and nothing could break that bond.
Let this be not something Perhaps to Want but to Have.
-Villevanatic :cool:
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