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influances.....

Posted 03-28-2010 at 05:03 PM by chainsawXmassacre

You know how theres that one person in your life who you utterly hate, and everytime you see them , or something reminds you of them, you just wish theyd dissappear? well dont. think about it: if you had neevr met that person, they never couldev affected your life at all. "thats the point" you say, but slow down a second and turn that boiling pot of hate down to a simmer...if you had never met them, experianced whatever they made you experiance, have it turned out lik eit did, and effect...
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Break

Posted 02-21-2010 at 06:23 PM by chainsawXmassacre

i would really really enjoy having a clear concious for just a short period of time..but then i just keep on running into you and i just cant keep from making a fool of myself. you do nothing to help the situation, but your just you i guess. im so fucking paranoid when i interact with you i just...i dont know. i want to erase time..go back a while and redo everything i just said to you..everytime...God i just cant bear myself after the fact either. its this feeling i just cant deal with,and no matter...
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hey look, more generic feelings.

Posted 02-20-2010 at 09:42 PM by chainsawXmassacre

i just hate this. theres no other way to describe it. you treat me so childishly over these things! you never look at it my way, and thats because its just not you....but us, being the way we are, it'd be nice once in a while. itd be nice not to be below you, knocked over by you, pushed around and utterly discarded by you..for once. i want to win just once. this one time, this ONE time....its really important to me, but you cant see that. our goals are the same, its all in who is more....you. its...
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a favor?

Posted 02-11-2010 at 04:02 PM by chainsawXmassacre
Updated 02-20-2010 at 09:46 PM by chainsawXmassacre

Today was another failure. i feel you know so much about me, yet i know virtually nothing about you. Perhaps im being egotistical, thinking you give a damn about me. im positive you dont. Talk to me? perhaps? im sure you think im lame but..could you just tell me so i can get over you? this is slowly tearing me apart, and pretty soon theres not going to be much left to be torn...
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Wtf?!

Posted 01-07-2010 at 06:49 PM by chainsawXmassacre
Updated 02-20-2010 at 09:48 PM by chainsawXmassacre

do NOT even try to conform me to your idea of what a person should be. you and your....i dont fit the mold. i NEVER have, and your idea of the mold is so generic and basic....i have never been so insulted in my life. putting words in my mouth...really? really, this is what its come to? i thought you were so much better than that. i really did. im not even mad im just..appauled. i thought you knew me better than that. Honestly i did. has your personality become so warped by this whole situation...
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