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My mutilated heart bleeds on...

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Posted 04-25-2010 at 03:41 PM by Malicious Insanity

What caused these gory repulsive images in my mind? If only I could trap them on paper or expel them some other way. Demonic forms flood my mental view; making it very difficult to function (normally). I can almost smell the blood and taste the carnage. I feel myself going mad! The flesh of my mind is being ripped and torn from its place. My sanity has been *****! It has been oh, so violently taken from me. My mental stability is hardly existent. It is so hard to fight the temptation to rip my own flesh from my bones. I am screaming! Can you hear! No! Oh, the tears are coming. My anger is growing hot like hell fire. My own weakness is sickening. Why am I alive! If it where not for my own weakness and fear I would have ended all of this long ago. Why can’t I deny this dark pleasure? Am I truly so masochistic? Every fiber of my being is tossed into confusion and pain! Why do I smile?! I hate myself but I love this feeling. Again, the screams come! Listen to my twisted laughter and the choked cries of pain. I hate you all. Everyone; I hate you. How can you love me? You can not truly love me (why do I want him to love me? It is impossible). I should run from you (I care for him and I don’t want him to see me). I don’t need you and I don’t want you. God! I hate (love) you! It hurts.
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