Hypochondria
Posted 02-28-2010 at 09:02 PM by -VB-
I just realized that I sort of sound like an arrogant prick. heh heh. Blizzard like conditions outside, I got so cold earlier, went out in a t shirt. Poetry! Non Elated Overated Syncopated trash! Being Emo is easy. A waste of time really, but I am an excellent time waster. And I can find many reasons to be sad. I used to hate the idea of death. At night I would listen to my heart and i would be terrified of it stopping. What if I had an aneurysm! a stroke! What if my heart just stumbles to a close, and I would be alone in bed, clutching my still chest, and dying?! Morbid, I know. I used to be quite a hypochondriac. I was a very lonely child though, so maybe that contributed to it, and with my mother going to hospitals and mental homes... I dont know...
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