So my regular ISP (wireless) added an additional firewall causing gnet to block me from the forums because I now seemingly connect via a proxy server. One more reason for me to hate change.
That's the percentage of my exams that I have finished writing. That would be good if I were sure I'd passed all of them - waiting for the results sucks! Usually this wouldn't be a problem but recently I lost all motivation to do anything constructive (this extends mainly to studying).
I am sick of my room at res but I don't really want to go home for a month of being told that nothing I do will ever be good enough (Not to mention the fact that I won't have internet). Most of my friends...
I recently watched the series and found the concept quite interesting. (I would've posted this in a thread but the last thread I found about this died more than 2 years ago. I understand that it is frowned upon to resurrect threads that have been dead that long)
I found myself considering whether or not I would sign up to be a doll/active and wondered how many people would want to be one. I find their child-like state (between engagements) intriguing; not to mention the 5-star treatment....
Exams have started and, as usual, the student in me is M.I.A. and I am left to try and catch up on 4 months' work in about 9 days (Yay me!). So far I've managed to waste 6 of them. You can probably guess that this is just another way for me to procrastinate again.
I have come to the conclusion that I prefer working under pressure but even I think this is pushing it. (Perhaps my subconscious doesn't want me to pass?)
There's a chill in the air and you can feel that winter...
Its that type of thing that you have to get lost to find that is when it will come to you and unvail it's self to you. For me it took a while to notice then when it came down to it was pretty much the only anwser that had seemed clear. It doesn't mean that you would have to fall off the deep end it just means that you would have to face your fears.
I don't know either but it has worked you have to look for signs but don't look to haed. sometimes it is right in front of you just waiting for you to find it. It is the best option that there is and it works wonders is all that I can say about it at the moment.
