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Forum: General 09-14-2005, 05:02 AM
Replies: 116
Views: 18,241
Posted By illuminatti
My dream last night was the first one I've had in...

My dream last night was the first one I've had in months that didn't have any blood in it. I was helping a friend of mine escape from her husband. It's not like we were running away from some...
Forum: Literature 09-09-2005, 03:33 AM
Replies: 111
Views: 19,500
Posted By illuminatti
uhhhhh...no. Unless that guy was an architect as...

uhhhhh...no. Unless that guy was an architect as well as an author...which I doubt he was. The Leonidov I was talking about is a Russian author who wrote several things that are kind of in Kafka's...
Forum: Literature 09-07-2005, 03:03 AM
Replies: 111
Views: 19,500
Posted By illuminatti
Dostoevski, poe, kafka, leonidov(does anyone know...

Dostoevski, poe, kafka, leonidov(does anyone know this author?), calvino, marquez, the brothers strugatskie(are there any english traslations, does anyone know?), ... and alot of others that I can't...
Forum: Politics 06-10-2005, 02:10 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
Dude I hope you are telling the truth. I hope you...

Dude I hope you are telling the truth. I hope you crawl back in your coffin and never return to this place.[/quote]

i am a girl, by the way.
Forum: Politics 06-10-2005, 01:56 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
Not again...."ignorant" is the typical word for...

Not again...."ignorant" is the typical word for trying to shut some one up. Well if you are calling ME ignorant then listen up: I was born in Russia. My granparents and parents lived during the...
Forum: Whining 06-10-2005, 01:35 AM
Replies: 408
Views: 48,178
Posted By illuminatti
Hmmmm....body issues....my biggest problem. ...

Hmmmm....body issues....my biggest problem.

I used to be very chubby...very, very. It bothered me like hell. Then I began running. Everyday...30 min. I stopped eating normally. There was a result...
Forum: Music 06-10-2005, 01:02 AM
Replies: 120
Views: 20,147
Posted By illuminatti
exactly....drives me crazy. And if i try to...

exactly....drives me crazy. And if i try to establish another earthworm in my head so that the other two would go away then it's a complete catastrophy. The solution is to simply stop listening to...
Forum: Literature 06-10-2005, 12:55 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 6,813
Posted By illuminatti
As to the Dope show video...i didn't say that i...

As to the Dope show video...i didn't say that i liked it.
And as i already said...Manson isn't trying to be goth. It is hard to be yourself and not resemble someone else in one way or another. So as...
Forum: Politics 06-10-2005, 12:35 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
no i do NOT think that that was a...

no i do NOT think that that was a behind-the-scenes history lesson.

and yes, i am absolutely all right.

I was just underlining a well-known but for some reason ignored fact that Soviet Russia...
Forum: Music 06-09-2005, 06:38 AM
Replies: 120
Views: 20,147
Posted By illuminatti
the worst is when several songs get mixed up in...

the worst is when several songs get mixed up in your head... the latest combination in my head was oomph!'s always and manson's big white world. I don't know how the two can possibly be combined...it...
Forum: Music 06-09-2005, 06:33 AM
Replies: 20,761
Views: 3,307,683
Posted By illuminatti
great song.

great song.
Forum: Literature 06-09-2005, 06:28 AM
Replies: 3,273
Views: 770,926
Posted By illuminatti
i just finished reading "A Tale of Two Cities" by...

i just finished reading "A Tale of Two Cities" by Dickens and I must say that i have never read such bullshit before. He got way too sentimental and forgot to keep to the idea of the book...namely...
Forum: Politics 06-09-2005, 06:21 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
well, looks like many of you don't know much...

well, looks like many of you don't know much about the soviet union...no offence. Stalin....yes, he wasn't exacly a very ceorrect politician. Yes, he made a police-country out of Russia for a while,...
Forum: General 06-09-2005, 06:05 AM
Replies: 116
Views: 18,241
Posted By illuminatti
the most normal dream i've had lately was this:...

the most normal dream i've had lately was this: the whole night i saw the same mistake that i made that day (i prefere not to say what it was...) repeated over and over and over and over again until...
Forum: Literature 06-03-2005, 05:52 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 6,813
Posted By illuminatti
oh yeah...same here. my mom doesn't only have...

oh yeah...same here. my mom doesn't only have problems listening, she is simply afraid of me. Of my looks, my drawings, my stories, my cutting...everything. I just can't explain to her that I'm FINE....
Forum: Politics 06-03-2005, 05:46 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,909
Posted By illuminatti
true about the religious influence....especially...

true about the religious influence....especially Orthodoxy (of the Christian ones. Islam is a different story), but that has to stay within the churches borders. in places like school, work, or...
Forum: Politics 06-03-2005, 05:36 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
What I think is that a country can't agree and...

What I think is that a country can't agree and then just back out becuase they decided that they don't like something. Only because of the army problem... The EU isn't only about the army and I think...
Forum: Literature 06-01-2005, 07:32 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 6,813
Posted By illuminatti
that is a damn GOOD article. I only wish some...

that is a damn GOOD article. I only wish some people in my school, and in the world actually, would read it.
Forum: Politics 06-01-2005, 07:21 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,909
Posted By illuminatti
As to protestant-catholic employment problems, I...

As to protestant-catholic employment problems, I am not very informed, so i suppose i can't write much to that. As to gender discrimination i can give a minor example of from my own experience:
Last...
Forum: Politics 06-01-2005, 06:57 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
lol. I KNOW what the EU is. I live in Europe...

lol. I KNOW what the EU is. I live in Europe myself.
As to the comparasson with the USA...I don't know if it's quite right.

What I think is interesting, is that France has decided to maybe back...
Forum: General 06-01-2005, 06:46 AM
Replies: 116
Views: 18,241
Posted By illuminatti
Actually, if you search through dream...

Actually, if you search through dream interpreters you will find that almost anything is connected with sex. I find that pretty ridiculous, so my advice is, don't pay attention to it. I think that no...
Forum: Literature 05-31-2005, 07:04 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 5,023
Posted By illuminatti
[quote="Harker"] It's called DRACULA. It should...

[quote="Harker"] It's called DRACULA. It should have been about DRACULA. And about his inner world; the peek of it we were blessed with was beautiful, and the first scene with the three women was...
Forum: Politics 05-31-2005, 06:47 AM
Replies: 91
Views: 12,692
Posted By illuminatti
France and the EU

I turned on the TV and heard in the news about France's most population being against something in the European Union ( a result of a national vote). I didn't really hear much more because then they...
Forum: Literature 05-31-2005, 06:41 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 5,023
Posted By illuminatti
So true. I was about to say that about Dracula...

So true.
I was about to say that about Dracula too but didn't want to make my post too long. He SHOULD have been the main character becuase the book is supposed to be about vampires goddamnit and...
Forum: Whining 05-31-2005, 06:21 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 6,169
Posted By illuminatti
my mother, having read some of my stories and...

my mother, having read some of my stories and seen my drawings (without my permition) decided that I need serious phsycological help.
I do not live in America, but i must say that the therapists...
Forum: Literature 05-31-2005, 06:00 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 5,023
Posted By illuminatti
well hey, your list of authors is a good one. I...

well hey, your list of authors is a good one. I must confess that i can't sugest anything new and myself have been searching the bookstores unsuccesfuly for ages.
And about Bram Stoker...I was...
Forum: Literature 05-31-2005, 05:52 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 6,813
Posted By illuminatti
Well, Manson isn't trying to be goth. He is just...

Well, Manson isn't trying to be goth. He is just himself - an individuality...an idiot, but original never the less.
And as far as i remember, the only answer i got to my question "then what do you...
Forum: General 05-31-2005, 05:27 AM
Replies: 116
Views: 18,241
Posted By illuminatti
It's strange, but i have never had a "falling"...

It's strange, but i have never had a "falling" dream. I've had the wierdest things in my dreams, but never falling. I sometimes actually wish i did,because everyone i know has these dreams all the...
Forum: Music 05-30-2005, 05:04 AM
Replies: 17
Poll: Karaoke
Views: 3,260
Posted By illuminatti
if i was to sing a song right now it would be: ...

if i was to sing a song right now it would be:
cradle of filth _"no time to cry" or
marilyn manson_"wormboy"
Forum: Music 05-30-2005, 04:57 AM
Replies: 20,761
Views: 3,307,683
Posted By illuminatti
cool. i am glad to know that someone else knows...

cool. i am glad to know that someone else knows the band....i have asked around my friends and they were all like "what the hell are you talking about?"

and emmmmm....is mercyful fate still...
Forum: Music 05-27-2005, 05:43 AM
Replies: 20,761
Views: 3,307,683
Posted By illuminatti
Well, at the moment i am listenning to my mother...

Well, at the moment i am listenning to my mother yell at her boss on the phone, but before that i was listening to a mix of songs from
marilyn manson,
cradle of filth,
theatre of tragedy, ...
Forum: Literature 05-27-2005, 05:37 AM
Replies: 94
Views: 18,869
Posted By illuminatti
I haven't had any inspiration for a few weeks and...

I haven't had any inspiration for a few weeks and now all of the sudden i began writing a stroy about a guy that ended up trapped in a brick box with a statue....emmmmm.....no clue where i got the...
Forum: General 05-27-2005, 05:23 AM
Replies: 49
Views: 9,640
Posted By illuminatti
Yesterday i saw a "family package" of condoms... ...

Yesterday i saw a "family package" of condoms...
aren't condoms a way of preventing family?


oh...and that pic about the church is great!
Forum: General 05-27-2005, 05:05 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 3,541
Posted By illuminatti
i do not believe in fate. I don't think...

i do not believe in fate. I don't think everything could have been planned before hand. i think people are "doomed" to make certain choises and mistakes because of something else that had happened,...
Forum: General 05-27-2005, 04:48 AM
Replies: 67
Views: 8,817
Posted By illuminatti
What I have experienced would be wrong to call...

What I have experienced would be wrong to call "contact" or "ghost" but there is some wierd shit going on in my life.
I have always avoided living in old houses even though i just love them. This...
Forum: General 05-27-2005, 04:15 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 5,797
Posted By illuminatti
I agree that one has to fight back. As some...

I agree that one has to fight back. As some people here said, someone has to stop the ass-holes, because not showing that you are hurt and keeping your digmity will not do anything to them. So if...
Forum: General 05-27-2005, 04:05 AM
Replies: 116
Views: 18,241
Posted By illuminatti
I have tried very hard not to fall asleep lately,...

I have tried very hard not to fall asleep lately, but last night my eyes closed on their own and I ended up sleeping in the chair on the belcony. My dream was one of those wierd horrors that I had...
Forum: General 05-24-2005, 04:49 AM
Replies: 39
Views: 5,797
Posted By illuminatti
I agree with those who say that taking revenge on...

I agree with those who say that taking revenge on someone is lowering yourself in their eyes and showing that you still care. But that doesn't stop me from taking revenge whenever i need it ( want...
Forum: General 05-24-2005, 04:27 AM
Replies: 116
Views: 18,241
Posted By illuminatti
Hey, I have always wanted to ask someone who is...

Hey, I have always wanted to ask someone who is interested in dreams: have you ever been able to controle what you dream? I mean, if you, as you lay down to sleep, say to yourself something like: "I...
Forum: General 03-24-2005, 06:42 AM
Replies: 117
Views: 13,340
Posted By illuminatti
i think something like a God might exist, but it...

i think something like a God might exist, but it is certainly not what all religions try to tell us. All the suffering in the world is explained by the fact that god gave humans a choice or that the...
Forum: Whining 03-22-2005, 06:32 AM
Replies: 35
Views: 27,002
Posted By illuminatti
You must have problems with reading then,...

You must have problems with reading then, beacause there was nothing there that sugested me trying to be a role-model.
Forum: Whining 03-22-2005, 06:29 AM
Replies: 35
Views: 27,002
Posted By illuminatti
okay, okay. I agree that "labels" may make...

okay, okay. I agree that "labels" may make someone feel less free. But you didn't answer my question.
Being gothic means being free, you say. Then what is the difference between gothic freedom and...
Forum: Whining 03-22-2005, 05:48 AM
Replies: 35
Views: 27,002
Posted By illuminatti
I don't know where you got the "role-model" junk...

I don't know where you got the "role-model" junk from...I am not trying to be my own nor anybody else's role-model. Since when do I go around trying to demonstrate that I am more goth that others?...
Forum: Politics 03-22-2005, 05:26 AM
Replies: 32
Views: 7,274
Posted By illuminatti
did they still not figure out WHY the guy shot...

did they still not figure out WHY the guy shot all these people? I know that there are many insane kids roaming the world, but they still usualy have some crazy motive if they start killing people...
Forum: Whining 03-22-2005, 04:55 AM
Replies: 35
Views: 27,002
Posted By illuminatti
stereotypes

there were so many insults sent my way regarding my post in "labeling yourself as 'goth' or 'punk'" that i decided to make a completely new topic because I see that we have a problem here. ...
Forum: General 03-21-2005, 06:40 AM
Replies: 1,876
Views: 215,842
Posted By illuminatti
heheh you people really got excited about the...

heheh
you people really got excited about the english teacher, huh? Well, here's a magor dissapointment: she did NOT have a stroke but only sent me to the director's office. The director was like:...
Forum: General 03-21-2005, 06:29 AM
Replies: 24,061
Views: 2,373,419
Posted By illuminatti
I've got the whole school freaked out by me...so...

I've got the whole school freaked out by me...so what can my thoughts be about that? YAAAAYYY! I don't give a damn! I can jump out the window on the 5th floor and then write "Long live the king" on...
Forum: General 03-21-2005, 06:09 AM
Replies: 830
Views: 239,067
Posted By illuminatti
they called me "Lucid Nightmare". Woo hooo! Watch...

they called me "Lucid Nightmare". Woo hooo! Watch out for me at night. And the called my mom "Latex Freak"...hmmmm, I wonder if she would like that.
Forum: General 03-18-2005, 05:29 AM
Replies: 1,876
Views: 215,842
Posted By illuminatti
i drove my history teacher to the state of...

i drove my history teacher to the state of histerics. I have never seen anyone flip out like that before... All i did was bring a dead bat to show during my referat about the middle ages.
Forum: Literature 03-18-2005, 05:22 AM
Replies: 94
Views: 18,869
Posted By illuminatti
the wierd thing about inspiration to write is...

the wierd thing about inspiration to write is that it doesn't come when you want it to. And if u manage to get inspired just by wanting to be inspired, then i don't think it will be genuine. I,...
Forum: General 03-15-2005, 04:51 AM
Replies: 234
Views: 30,389
Posted By illuminatti
my favorite drink is wine. Espessialy the spanish...

my favorite drink is wine. Espessialy the spanish one called something like masaga or what ever the name is.
I am pretty normal when it comes to drinks. You know, just hate getting all fucked up...
Forum: General 03-15-2005, 04:47 AM
Replies: 117
Views: 13,340
Posted By illuminatti
i believe in all the good and evil "balance"...

i believe in all the good and evil "balance" junk, but I think that if god exists then he has forgotten about this earth ages ago. And also, I don't think that there is a complete "good" or complete...
Forum: General 03-15-2005, 04:39 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 33,824
Posted By illuminatti
is that shit really happening in Massachsetts? I...

is that shit really happening in Massachsetts? I used to live there and i just don't believe it! Do they wanna ban the gothic look only in school or everywhere? In any case, if it gets serious u...
Forum: General 03-15-2005, 04:35 AM
Replies: 233
Views: 41,402
Posted By illuminatti
i think that someone is BORN with a potential...

i think that someone is BORN with a potential ability to become a goth. But if that person becomes a goth or not depends the person's life.
I personally way born a freak and "evolved" in the gothic...
Forum: Whining 03-15-2005, 04:29 AM
Replies: 35
Views: 27,002
Posted By illuminatti
...and also "labeling" yourself as anything puts...

...and also "labeling" yourself as anything puts under question the fact if u really are what u label yourself as. I think that people who go advertizing themselves as anything are that way only on...
Forum: Whining 03-15-2005, 04:21 AM
Replies: 35
Views: 27,002
Posted By illuminatti
okay....now pay attention: PUNK AND GOTH HAVE NO...

okay....now pay attention: PUNK AND GOTH HAVE NO FUCKIN' THING IN COMMON! trust me, i know what i'm talking about. okay, fine, i admit that the dress style is very simmilar...but that is all. Goths,...
Forum: Whining 03-15-2005, 04:07 AM
Replies: 55
Views: 8,876
Posted By illuminatti
mood swings...something i am really familliar...

mood swings...something i am really familliar with. One moment i am all nice and friendly, the next i am a sarcastic bitch and the moment after that I am ready bite your head off. This doesn't bug me...
Forum: Whining 03-15-2005, 03:58 AM
Replies: 26
Poll: Education
Views: 4,630
Posted By illuminatti
education?? Oh god, don't remind me! I have been...

education?? Oh god, don't remind me! I have been in 8 school during my whole life: 3 in massachussets, 3 in russia (during 2 years) and 2 in vienna, which is where i am now.
I never had problems...
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