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Forum: Literature 08-14-2010, 12:46 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 5,056
Posted By allyssa
I usually do not like rhyming verse but this is...

I usually do not like rhyming verse but this is amazing!!!!!
Forum: Literature 08-14-2010, 12:43 PM
Replies: 3,273
Views: 771,473
Posted By allyssa
white oleander by janet finch, it is shatteringly...

white oleander by janet finch, it is shatteringly beautiful
Forum: Spooky News 08-14-2010, 12:39 PM
Replies: 72
Views: 8,951
Posted By allyssa
the one point that struck me as true in the rant...

the one point that struck me as true in the rant was that america is now a cautionary tale. Canada has watched and although stephen harper has been very inspired by america we sometimes learn our...
Forum: General 08-09-2010, 11:10 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 3,680
Posted By allyssa
only declaw your cat if it is an indoor cat or...

only declaw your cat if it is an indoor cat or else they will be defensless to neighborhood skunks and porcupines.
Forum: General 08-09-2010, 11:04 PM
Replies: 289
Views: 24,922
Posted By allyssa
I don't care, at all, I am too self absorbed to...

I don't care, at all, I am too self absorbed to even consider considering god..in fact I hate god, the notion of god fucks the world up over and over again...
..I hate GOD!!!!!!!!!!


but I do...
Forum: Fashion 08-09-2010, 02:13 PM
Replies: 47
Views: 12,407
Posted By allyssa
let it grow then put it in a pony tail. pony...

let it grow then put it in a pony tail. pony tails are "acceptable" maybe dye it black or dark brown so it looks more natural
Forum: Literature 08-09-2010, 11:33 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,474
Posted By allyssa
temperance

a deceptive word


light on blue windows


petals on the water


anticipating your eyes
Forum: General 08-08-2010, 12:39 PM
Replies: 105
Views: 15,151
Posted By allyssa
belgium beers...fruli, kriek...

belgium beers...fruli, kriek...
Forum: Literature 08-08-2010, 12:26 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,528
Posted By allyssa
this is not literature so please stop posting in...

this is not literature so please stop posting in the literature section....you should work on them for months, then and only then, after brooding over them and abstracting your mind a bit you could...
Forum: Literature 08-08-2010, 08:51 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 4,421
Posted By allyssa
I like the concept of the shadow and how it...

I like the concept of the shadow and how it creates an opening for all things
but you limit it to red...perhaps as time goes on their will be more to add within the shadow.


also, i think the...
Forum: General 08-07-2010, 12:10 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 4,979
Posted By allyssa
I went to a catholic school which sucked. I had...

I went to a catholic school which sucked. I had severe problems after graduation with identity. I had to wear uniforms and other nonsense.
I spent most of my time hanging out with the university...
Forum: General 08-07-2010, 11:54 AM
Replies: 310
Views: 72,129
Posted By allyssa
question to heretic: does it bother you that...

question to heretic:

does it bother you that goth has appropriated egyptian imagery and does it bother you that their is an obsession with pale skin, when many consider it the ideal. I feel like...
Forum: General 08-06-2010, 01:44 PM
Replies: 310
Views: 72,129
Posted By allyssa
I agree, it is pervasive from the dawn of goth...

I agree, it is pervasive from the dawn of goth even theda barra had arabesque,
and dark expressionist eyes.and the victorians had mummy unravelling parties, where they beleived they were unleashing...
Forum: General 08-06-2010, 12:51 PM
Replies: 310
Views: 72,129
Posted By allyssa
Ancient Egypt....gothic obsession! their is an...

Ancient Egypt....gothic obsession! their is an entire subgenre of goth, egyptian goth. I collect books, documentaries,
and I also see many exhibits to see mummies, canoptic jars and mythological...
Forum: General 08-06-2010, 12:34 PM
Replies: 310
Views: 72,129
Posted By allyssa
heretic: you are a babe! and you have very...

heretic:

you are a babe!
and you have very elegant taste.
Forum: Literature 08-05-2010, 06:39 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 4,648
Posted By allyssa
sometimes I feel that goths are cats they puke...

sometimes I feel that goths are cats
they puke in your shoes, then want you to worship them..
Forum: Literature 08-05-2010, 06:26 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 4,648
Posted By allyssa
it seems that , that definition implies that any...

it seems that , that definition implies that any obese uneducated, violent, crazed,, or otherwise abusive, sloth goth, would be superior to perhaps, albert einstein
universe theorists, or master...
Forum: Literature 08-05-2010, 06:14 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 4,648
Posted By allyssa
my definition of elite: people who are...

my definition of elite:

people who are opaque from the delusion of grandeur, arising from a sense of deficiency and must subjugate all other groups and stereotypes to feel a sense of self-worth
Forum: Literature 08-05-2010, 06:08 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 4,648
Posted By allyssa
ummmmm.....that will never be published except in...

ummmmm.....that will never be published except in perhaps magazines which gear to preteens, the rhyming is so obnoxiously unoriginal, the only good image was the heart shattering into red crystal...
Forum: Spooky News 08-05-2010, 06:04 PM
Replies: 81
Views: 9,778
Posted By allyssa
a toast: yay, to the people who worked so...

a toast:

yay, to the people who worked so hard and fought soo long for equality, to all the activists who made this happen
yet I feel this type of battle will never be fully over
cheers! sips...
Forum: Music 08-04-2010, 05:42 PM
Replies: 25
Views: 29,063
Posted By allyssa
Mozarts requiem. It is by far my favorite requiem...

Mozarts requiem. It is by far my favorite requiem mass. It was written on his death bed in a feverish torment. technically it was written for his father yet many musicians believe his untimely doom...
Forum: Introductions 08-04-2010, 03:20 PM
Replies: 37
Views: 4,189
Posted By allyssa
why do they censor l*****a?

why do they censor l*****a?
Forum: Whining 08-04-2010, 11:32 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,875
Posted By allyssa
i agree with humane, I feel it low of people to...

i agree with humane, I feel it low of people to remark that you know too much or are to vocally intellectual. These are qualities I admire. if you are getting on their nerves you may want to find...
Forum: Fashion 08-04-2010, 12:33 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 4,494
Posted By allyssa
For makeup go for angles, strong eyebrows and...

For makeup go for angles, strong eyebrows and contoured cheeks by sweeping dark eye-shadow beneath the cheek bones. New Romantic make up will give you inspiration..sequins, pvc anything shiny....as...
Forum: General 08-03-2010, 11:48 PM
Replies: 96
Views: 9,375
Posted By allyssa
I think it was growing up in a creative yet...

I think it was growing up in a creative yet abusive family of tortured artists
prone to melancholy and extreme states of joy...maybe that's why I am bi polar!
Forum: Whining 08-03-2010, 06:53 PM
Replies: 24
Views: 2,072
Posted By allyssa
My cat recently died and he was my first true...

My cat recently died and he was my first true love. I miss him so much but the pain gets less every day. ....the worst thing about losing a pet is that some people won't understand just how much...
Forum: Whining 08-03-2010, 03:06 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,875
Posted By allyssa
I would feel, that you should express yourself...

I would feel, that you should express yourself and not be too concerned about what people think. I understand that when you love or even like somebody
you want their respect....but perhaps your...
Forum: Music 08-03-2010, 03:02 PM
Replies: 20,761
Views: 3,308,308
Posted By allyssa
rain drops falling on the leaves

rain drops falling on the leaves
Forum: General 08-03-2010, 03:00 PM
Replies: 1,454
Views: 126,542
Posted By allyssa
very tempting on suicidal days but I seem to...

very tempting on suicidal days but I seem to always pull through ....

have you ever:

danced with the green fairy
( drank absinthe with a high thujone content?):p
Forum: Introductions 08-03-2010, 01:24 PM
Replies: 89
Views: 11,950
Posted By allyssa
you sound like an extremely intelligent and...

you sound like an extremely intelligent and creative girl! And your stories sound very mystical and precocious. I hope you will not be to frightened to post them in the literature section, as well...
Forum: Literature 08-01-2010, 10:13 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,361
Posted By allyssa
more absinthe induced poetry!

more absinthe induced poetry!
Forum: Literature 08-01-2010, 07:08 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,361
Posted By allyssa
innocence beckoning to the ice...

innocence



beckoning to the
ice breaking in the river
luring me into the water

a death of eve
euphoria at last
Forum: Literature 08-01-2010, 06:55 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,361
Posted By allyssa
th dark chasm

a dark chasm





lust on a snowy day
in autumn
Forum: Music 07-31-2010, 02:47 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,527
Posted By allyssa
I love the aesthetics of the culture as well as...

I love the aesthetics of the culture as well as the videos but I agree sometimes the music doesn't seem as important as the image..I still have a profound respect for visual kei as a fashion I find...
Forum: Politics 07-30-2010, 10:11 PM
Replies: 372
Views: 60,089
Posted By allyssa
I am vegan and try to eat raw for health reasons....

I am vegan and try to eat raw for health reasons. I like mediteranean foods
and indian food and thai. i find it very easy to be vegan except when one particular friend serves gourmet cheese with...
Forum: Literature 07-30-2010, 09:50 PM
Replies: 74
Views: 16,409
Posted By allyssa
I cannot recall the titles because I have...

I cannot recall the titles because I have repressed them
from memory. But many a day I have spent tearing up books while screaming you thief of time!!!! one comes to mind: Robert frosts work. ...
Forum: Spooky News 07-23-2010, 11:12 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,506
Posted By allyssa
'Corpse flower' bloom could stink up Texas wedding

Houston — The Associated Press Published on Friday, Jul. 23, 2010 11:49AM EDT Last updated on Friday, Jul. 23, 2010 1:24PM EDT

The flower girl at Jessica Zabala's wedding is purple, six-feet-tall,...
Forum: Literature 07-18-2010, 03:37 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,038
Posted By allyssa
I like nicotine the best. when I first read them...

I like nicotine the best. when I first read them they seemed very angsty,
I reread them and they feel like they are authentic, especially the tendrils. but they repeat the theme of pain and...
Forum: Literature 07-18-2010, 02:29 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,591
Posted By allyssa
thank you so much! I did not give this poem any...

thank you so much! I did not give this poem any forethought whatsoever
I said it aloud and my lover typed it, later I looked at it and realized
what I had done, I was on three glasses of potent...
Forum: General 07-18-2010, 03:49 AM
Replies: 8,007
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Views: 2,000,613
Posted By allyssa
wow, are those your real eyes?

wow, are those your real eyes?
Forum: Literature 07-18-2010, 01:10 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,591
Posted By allyssa
this is a murder from three perspectives: ...

this is a murder from three perspectives: the objective, the subjective from outside her body and from the murderers perspective...I know the imagery is very simple it need a lot of...
Forum: Literature 07-18-2010, 01:02 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,591
Posted By allyssa
within the spacious mind

I

Black hair dripping in the water
coils
tattered eyes not looking
at the skin torn away from her neck


water gathers between her fingers
long nails gathering sand and skin
Forum: Literature 07-13-2010, 04:30 PM
Replies: 23
Views: 3,368
Posted By allyssa
I think it starts out really beautifully and...

I think it starts out really beautifully and gripping but when you get to the miriam part, I think it is how you flesh out her character, she is too juvenile
she needs more quirks, she seems really...
Forum: Literature 07-13-2010, 04:21 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 3,483
Posted By allyssa
perhaps, it is the fact that you write vampire...

perhaps, it is the fact that you write vampire fiction..hasn't that already been done to death, then resurrected only be even cheesier than original anne rice work...i don't think anyone can quite...
Forum: Literature 07-12-2010, 04:11 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 3,483
Posted By allyssa
if there is an absinthe bar near you, hills is...

if there is an absinthe bar near you, hills is usually served but it is potent enough for the effects of the wormwood to last about one week. one glass would be about 12$. I order mine from...
Forum: Literature 07-11-2010, 07:04 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 3,483
Posted By allyssa
drink two glasses of absinthe and record visions...

drink two glasses of absinthe and record visions while thinking about the plot, it should take you into detail and depths you wouldn't be able to access normally.
wormwood effects the occipital lobe...
Forum: General 07-11-2010, 06:54 PM
Replies: 3,238
Views: 350,090
Posted By allyssa
craving absinthe like a fiend! listening to...

craving absinthe like a fiend!
listening to oscar lopez
Forum: General 07-10-2010, 08:38 PM
Replies: 25
Views: 2,576
Posted By allyssa
...you killed my father..prepare to die!

...you killed my father..prepare to die!
Forum: Literature 07-08-2010, 03:08 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 4,860
Posted By allyssa
I dislike meaning entirely..... their is nothing...

I dislike meaning entirely..... their is nothing to discover in the literal...it does not change shape when read in different moods..I have read your poem over several times and it is like a statue...
Forum: General 07-07-2010, 04:59 PM
Replies: 5,841
Views: 842,177
Posted By allyssa
dear tam, their is something beautiful in you, ...

dear tam, their is something beautiful in you, you just have to find it
perhaps the color of your eyes, the shape of your lips
capitalist culture wants us to believe that we are ugly...
That is...
Forum: Fashion 07-07-2010, 04:51 PM
Replies: 167
Views: 74,614
Posted By allyssa
I love to wear suede thigh high boots and little...

I love to wear suede thigh high boots and little black dresses, crazy eye makeup and sometimes french maid clothing, crochet sweaters with lots of holes ( in a self created design) and velvet...
Forum: Literature 07-04-2010, 03:02 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 4,860
Posted By allyssa
.I love the story within the verse, it opens...

.I love the story within the verse,
it opens up a universe
although I do hate the rhyming
it suits your poem with good timing

the rhymes are far from cliched
I love the vivid images...
Forum: Literature 07-03-2010, 05:00 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
I really enjoyed your poem the moon...it is...

I really enjoyed your poem the moon...it is beautiful and I loved the colors and luminosity and it had a beautiful mood...I am a visual artist that is why my poems become misty. I am surprised you...
Forum: General 07-03-2010, 02:55 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,854
Posted By allyssa
copy and paste into the message, if it is really...

copy and paste into the message, if it is really long maybe you could split it into chapters and post a chapter at a time, or just some of the best parts!
Forum: Literature 07-03-2010, 01:21 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
I prefer medieval and chinese history texts to...

I prefer medieval and chinese history texts to reading poetry or nietzche, sartre and tolstoy...but i do obsessively like plath because she is dark without gothic or romantic cliches (which I tend...
Forum: Whining 07-03-2010, 11:50 AM
Replies: 45
Views: 5,878
Posted By allyssa
I used to frequent this site a lot last summer...

I used to frequent this site a lot last summer and I loved it,( particularly lord whiskerton! I do truly love him, if you are listening I doth love you!)
however this summer I feel that the site...
Forum: Literature 07-03-2010, 11:18 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
I have decided to send the poems to a publisher,...

I have decided to send the poems to a publisher, just so I can receive a rejection letter, that might have insight into the poetry. I have been composing
spoken word albums that have the poems read...
Forum: Literature 07-02-2010, 10:35 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
now that I reread them in an objective way, I...

now that I reread them in an objective way, I agree that they are unpublishable but might have potential..to become something beautiful
Forum: Literature 07-02-2010, 10:30 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
I agree, poetry is a lust of a minority and the...

I agree, poetry is a lust of a minority and the sub-genres of poetry divide that minority up as well...if you muse at the early work of plath and ezra pound they are lacking in quality...I think...
Forum: Literature 07-02-2010, 03:27 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
these are some poems I am trying to have...

these are some poems I am trying to have published with black moss books,
I have done extensive searches but I thought I would ask: Does anyone know of a gothic or dark arts publisher that I may...
Forum: Literature 07-02-2010, 01:22 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,114
Posted By allyssa
sadness seemed desirable

deception...

within the water.. euphoria, absence of
sins reflected in an
ocean mirror
mist obscures the otherworld where
age turns into tide
immortality retained
only by the moon.. a...
Forum: Fashion 07-01-2010, 08:17 PM
Replies: 869
Views: 200,861
Posted By allyssa
I have my lips tattoed with blood red ink, and...

I have my lips tattoed with blood red ink, and very beautiful butterfly skeleton
on my hip...it is still in the process of manifesting
Forum: General 06-27-2010, 10:55 PM
Replies: 140
Views: 23,314
Posted By allyssa
raspberry tea

raspberry tea
Forum: General 06-27-2010, 10:46 PM
Replies: 304
Views: 29,195
Posted By allyssa
I practice withcraft, if tarot reading,...

I practice withcraft, if tarot reading, celebration of the cycle of the earth moving around the sun and practicing ancient cooking recipes, is witchcraft.
but I do not believe in god at all,...
Forum: Whining 06-27-2010, 04:29 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 2,808
Posted By allyssa
do you have holes in your hand or are you...

do you have holes in your hand or are you bleeding from your rib,

cue music: conversations about the holes in your hands, whats that moving in the basement what's that lying in the street.....a...
Forum: Introductions 06-27-2010, 04:10 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,035
Posted By allyssa
I live in canada, but the stereotypical igloo and...

I live in canada, but the stereotypical igloo and penguin theories are all wrong , it can get very hot here in the summer time. I find the little black dress and thigh high boots to work with dark...
Forum: General 06-21-2010, 06:40 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 11,021
Posted By allyssa
I still stand by my initial idea to cover your...

I still stand by my initial idea to cover your lovely whites in blood but i did get expelled from catholic school. perhaps it is a bit controversial but that makes life fun by demonstrating to...
Forum: Music 06-21-2010, 11:18 AM
Replies: 20,761
Views: 3,308,308
Posted By allyssa
miserere in c minor by jan dismas zelenka

miserere in c minor by jan dismas zelenka
Forum: General 06-20-2010, 08:35 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 11,021
Posted By allyssa
i would play with the notion of destroying whites...

i would play with the notion of destroying whites purity with blood...a lovely white corset...white velvet can look beautiful in corsets, with or without blood stains..and you could use your own blood
Forum: General 06-20-2010, 08:21 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 11,021
Posted By allyssa
white pvc is very sexy... and goes well with...

white pvc is very sexy...
and goes well with blackhair
Forum: Literature 06-20-2010, 08:15 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,588
Posted By allyssa
Days become one which were two, and run...

Days become one
which were two,
and run together
as distant trees,


I love this imagery very much .......it makes me think of black trees bleeding into
a bleached sky..I like the imagery in...
Forum: Literature 06-20-2010, 08:05 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 6,007
Posted By allyssa
I can truly understand why kiddo's sister slit...

I can truly understand why kiddo's sister slit her wrist... it could be perhaps that her older sister is bent on destroying her.
maybe if you did not use sexist insults she might feel good enough...
Forum: Politics 06-18-2010, 02:00 PM
Replies: 499
Views: 83,299
Posted By allyssa
I hope we can evolve to a new system, after we...

I hope we can evolve to a new system, after we completely destroy the earth.. we may need to evolve physiologically before that happens because human nature only provides limited manifestations of...
Forum: Politics 06-16-2010, 08:40 PM
Replies: 499
Views: 83,299
Posted By allyssa
in the horrible world outside of my academic...

in the horrible world outside of my academic utopia ReaLLLLy scary violence torture and misogyny happens! every day activists approach me and scare the living hell out of me....i want my living...
Forum: Shill 06-16-2010, 07:40 PM
Replies: 956
Views: 152,453
Posted By allyssa
i have a thing for very long hair on the boys or...

i have a thing for very long hair on the boys or girls i date....i love getting tangled up in it!
Forum: General 06-16-2010, 07:26 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 8,690
Posted By allyssa
have you been home schooled by an apelike zombie?...

have you been home schooled by an apelike zombie? is that what your profile picture is? your apelike zombie mom, who failed miserably at making you coherent?
Forum: Whining 06-16-2010, 11:01 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 2,908
Posted By allyssa
luckily on the alandia site they sell anise free...

luckily on the alandia site they sell anise free absinthe....but i do like the taste of absinthe and the traditional way because it makes me feel like I am in fin-de-siecle paris.. !! I wish we...
Forum: Fashion 06-15-2010, 04:44 PM
Replies: 2,730
Views: 460,209
Posted By allyssa
little black dress, purple thong on lots of...

little black dress, purple thong on lots of mascara
Forum: Spooky News 06-15-2010, 04:40 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,399
Posted By allyssa
god is dead!...what will wash the blood from our hands?

Lightning strikes six-storey Jesus statue in Ohio, burns it to ground

A six-storey-tall statue of Jesus Christ with his arms raised along a highway was struck by lightning in a thunderstorm...
Forum: Music 06-15-2010, 04:10 PM
Replies: 38
Views: 8,045
Posted By allyssa
I like requiems, mozart, aternitas, ligeti...

I like requiems, mozart, aternitas, ligeti campra...ect...for eternity... their is a baroque festival coming to montreal, where I am currently staying with my sultry lover...and it is in the old...
Forum: Whining 06-15-2010, 03:57 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 2,908
Posted By allyssa
absinthe....i like 68 strong because it has the...

absinthe....i like 68 strong because it has the highest possible amount of wormwood...and it makes me intense, thoughtful and creative, and sexual.. it makes me want a noose when it wears off....
Forum: Whining 06-14-2010, 01:44 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 3,282
Posted By allyssa
death is confusing, where is she now? we ...

death is confusing, where is she now?
we never really know...their is a foggy window between our worlds
and we can never see through....

I try to imagine another realm where my loves have...
Forum: Shill 06-12-2010, 09:48 PM
Replies: 956
Views: 152,453
Posted By allyssa
corsets and wildness intense feverish passion on...

corsets and wildness intense feverish passion on red wine.... then smoking clove cigarettes and gazing into each others soul...it must all happen in satin sheets and the red wine must spill...
Forum: Fashion 06-12-2010, 09:28 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 7,777
Posted By allyssa
i like gothic, of all styles but ,if you are...

i like gothic, of all styles but ,if you are imaginative and can take me into the ephemeral...then i am usually interested, i like the key, you would look beautiful with eyeliner...it's a bit of a...
Forum: Music 11-30-2009, 06:11 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,959
Posted By allyssa
christmas gothic music

hello, I was wondering if any of you could recommend some ambient or pagan folk or dark ambient albums you like....I am in need of new music and was wondering what you recommend. I just heard faun...
Forum: Literature 09-11-2009, 09:20 PM
Replies: 57
Views: 9,088
Posted By allyssa
existentialism definitely rocks, and is embraced...

existentialism definitely rocks, and is embraced by christians marxists and atheists , but maybe you could call your poem "reaction to Kierkegaard" because Nietzsche is vastly different from...
Forum: General 09-10-2009, 10:36 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 4,299
Posted By allyssa
theirs pirates in these black waters, and they...

theirs pirates in these black waters, and they have lots of rum and tequila! and parrots we could cook for supper..too long at sea
Forum: Fashion 09-10-2009, 09:24 PM
Replies: 50
Views: 19,179
Posted By allyssa
I was recently told that I am a vampire freak and...

I was recently told that I am a vampire freak and not truly a goth....I do not define myself as goth or not goth, simply an individual who is morbid, dark and intimidatingly scary...I really do not...
Forum: Whining 08-26-2009, 03:16 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,950
Posted By allyssa
well, after writing for 6 hours and drinking 5...

well, after writing for 6 hours and drinking 5 cups of espresso I don't have the concentration to actually put in punctuation, and think about grammar...And my hands feel sort of like claws from...
Forum: Music 08-26-2009, 03:11 PM
Replies: 74
Views: 9,835
Posted By allyssa
my favorite is blood roses and winter, I still...

my favorite is blood roses and winter, I still love her tenderly... I felt fiona apple was also dark and brooding with delicate and angsty imagery, I love the cure too because of all of the imagery...
Forum: Music 08-26-2009, 03:02 PM
Replies: 74
Views: 9,835
Posted By allyssa
Tori amos ...boys for pelee if you listen to the...

Tori amos ...boys for pelee if you listen to the lyrics they are dark...and little earthquakes, the religious dissent inspired a lot of my paintings..my own depression attracted goths and I am not...
Forum: Whining 08-26-2009, 12:04 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,950
Posted By allyssa
thanks kitty, and all..I've started a new novel...

thanks kitty, and all..I've started a new novel and uploaded it right away to google docs! hopefully it will be safe!
The bright side of the story is that my lover now is trying desperately too...
Forum: Literature 08-26-2009, 08:34 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 1,381
Posted By allyssa
love poem

In the dyeing night air
within your broken statue
the heart echoes against the sound of mourning....

sadness never seemed so desirable
Forum: Literature 08-26-2009, 08:22 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 3,214
Posted By allyssa
I don't like rhyming poetry but for a rhyming...

I don't like rhyming poetry but for a rhyming poem I really liked it...you have some very beautiful imagery!!! especially the ruins, rust you should definitly try different kinds of poetry!
Forum: Politics 08-25-2009, 10:04 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 16,192
Posted By allyssa
is this lame night on gothic. net why can't...

is this lame night on gothic. net why can't cripples get jobs.... and yes their is a woman in the white house, clinton your foreign affairs representative ..if you are going to be a punk you...
Forum: Shill 08-25-2009, 09:50 PM
Replies: 82
Views: 18,281
Posted By allyssa
if you have a problem with lbgt people please...

if you have a problem with lbgt people please join the neo-nazi board goths happen to like androgyny,
Forum: Politics 08-25-2009, 09:45 PM
Replies: 99
Views: 16,192
Posted By allyssa
unless you have something intelligent to say i...

unless you have something intelligent to say i suggest you join a club for 8 year old goth wannabees
Forum: General 08-22-2009, 08:08 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 3,170
Posted By allyssa
me and my loverboy spend way too much money on...

me and my loverboy spend way too much money on clothes (black ones of course) and by the end of our paycheck we have to eat very cheaply, so I have come up with a few recipes, dehydrated vegetable...
Forum: Spooky News 08-22-2009, 05:07 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 4,005
Posted By allyssa
I do not see what is wrong with expressing the...

I do not see what is wrong with expressing the desire for less strife, for women....unfortunately equality hasn't been acheived and I am annoyed that expressing feminism is considered hysterical....I...
Forum: Spooky News 08-22-2009, 04:59 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 4,005
Posted By allyssa
their is an abortion pill which is used in the...

their is an abortion pill which is used in the first trimester, up to 7 weeks into the pregnancy, which has been legalized in Europe they do not make it legal in the us because of the countries...
Forum: Introductions 08-22-2009, 03:34 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 3,806
Posted By allyssa
humorously and terrifyingly the banking...

humorously and terrifyingly the banking institutions are actually funding universities to teach rand.... I will try to find the link to the article....
Forum: Introductions 08-22-2009, 03:21 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 3,806
Posted By allyssa
is the philosophy you are studying how to promote...

is the philosophy you are studying how to promote inequality and capitalist oppression???
Forum: Spooky News 08-22-2009, 03:01 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 4,005
Posted By allyssa
I did read the article...thanks for the...

I did read the article...thanks for the condescention, it goes nicely with your cape,
alas obviously the dude is a fucked up pervert but I was referring to the girl who had to actually bring this...
Forum: General 08-22-2009, 02:57 PM
Replies: 742
Views: 104,982
Posted By allyssa
as goth, I really don't think I am better than...

as goth, I really don't think I am better than the most crippled human being
..., I think you are using rhetoric to perpetuate mass inequality and doing your "religion" a great dis-service by your...
Forum: Spooky News 08-22-2009, 02:25 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 4,005
Posted By allyssa
This is why the abortion pill should be...

This is why the abortion pill should be legallized!..women have the right to choose, making it traumatic for them isn't going to solve anything....and their would be no clinics to blow up just...
Forum: Fashion 08-22-2009, 02:19 PM
Replies: 869
Views: 200,861
Posted By allyssa
lip tattoos

I just got my lips tattoed and they were bright red and I loved it !!but then the skin peeled off (Which is supposed to happen) and now they're bright purple/fuschia color which looks very cool but...
Forum: Whining 08-19-2009, 12:40 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,950
Posted By allyssa
thanks, I don't know if I can remember all the...

thanks, I don't know if I can remember all the intricacies and nuances but the general story is still in my mind it will take at least one month of my life to rewrite what I lost...I think I am too...
Forum: Whining 08-18-2009, 07:50 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,950
Posted By allyssa
lost hope, future and glory

as you may know, I was in the midst of writing a novel. The best novel I had ever written...for the love of evil, my lover deleted the entire thing!!He did not do it on purpose, and we sent it to a...
Forum: TV, Movies, & Games 08-18-2009, 06:23 PM
Replies: 4,748
Views: 961,964
Posted By allyssa
last tango in paris ..definitly an art house...

last tango in paris ..definitly an art house film. watching martin scorsese'
after hours, very strange yet somehow not strange enough but if you like new york at midnight you might like this...
Forum: Music 08-18-2009, 06:18 PM
Replies: 639
Views: 84,780
Posted By allyssa
..nirvana, the cure, all about eve ...

..nirvana, the cure, all about eve
tori amos, fiona apple
and kronos quartet
Forum: Spooky News 08-14-2009, 02:22 PM
Replies: 32
Views: 5,009
Posted By allyssa
whenever I search for dark sensual erotica, their...

whenever I search for dark sensual erotica, their is definitly more erotica for a femme/lesbian audience, I enjoy this but I also like men. So if their was tasteful and artistic erotica featuring...
Forum: Literature 08-13-2009, 03:15 PM
Replies: 3,273
Views: 771,473
Posted By allyssa
I am in the midst of reading goddesses in...

I am in the midst of reading goddesses in everywoman...it explains 7 greek goddesses and how they are manifested in women within this patriarchal culture.. I relate most to artemis goddess of the...
Forum: Politics 08-13-2009, 01:18 PM
Replies: 113
Views: 14,401
Posted By allyssa
I do not know why salvia is legal, but here in...

I do not know why salvia is legal, but here in canada weed is also pretty much decriminalized.....it helps ease anxieties while smoking or drinking it...I have only ever had pleasant experiences with...
Forum: Whining 08-13-2009, 12:33 AM
Replies: 750
Views: 88,958
Posted By allyssa
yes , but sorrow can be entirely romantic, and...

yes , but sorrow can be entirely romantic, and yes, it is very real in that it ruminates on the transient and intense infatuations of youth in poetic genius
but it none the less is a story of...
Forum: Whining 08-12-2009, 08:48 PM
Replies: 750
Views: 88,958
Posted By allyssa
no..I was commenting on the earlier mentioned...

no..I was commenting on the earlier mentioned stereotypes that the romantic inclination is gender biased toward lonely women, I think love nature sleep dream and other romantic notions are valuable...
Forum: Whining 08-12-2009, 07:28 PM
Replies: 750
Views: 88,958
Posted By allyssa
romance genre

I wonder if romeo and juliet was written by a bored lonely housewife...maybe de sade was also a female who was lonely...I am writting a romance novel about opium addicts in the mid 19th century who...
Forum: Shill 08-11-2009, 03:07 PM
Replies: 82
Views: 18,281
Posted By allyssa
is that addressed to me? if so, I am writing a...

is that addressed to me? if so, I am writing a novel set in the victorian era, during the cholera outbreak of 1848, but I don't dress in a victorian way..I like the symbolists, fin du siecle paris...
Forum: Shill 08-11-2009, 02:43 PM
Replies: 82
Views: 18,281
Posted By allyssa
emo....commercialized, mall produced, easily...

emo....commercialized, mall produced, easily accessed style...capitalist to the extreme and simultaneously hating capitalism..."By the way did I tell you I am the lead singer of a band" as he...
Forum: Literature 08-09-2009, 07:38 PM
Replies: 68
Views: 30,794
Posted By allyssa
edge by plath Edge The woman is...

edge by plath

Edge

The woman is perfected.
Her dead

Body wears the smile of accomplishment,
The illusion of a Greek necessity
Forum: Fashion 08-09-2009, 03:56 PM
Replies: 2,730
Views: 460,209
Posted By allyssa
little black dress and heavy eyeliner

little black dress and heavy eyeliner
Forum: Fashion 08-09-2009, 10:26 AM
Replies: 95
Views: 23,053
Posted By allyssa
you could always try to have corsets and such...

you could always try to have corsets and such custom made but I have seen corsets and romantic gothic clothing on ebay that are quite stunning!
Forum: General 08-09-2009, 10:19 AM
Replies: 621
Views: 69,113
Posted By allyssa
heretical or sensual

heretical or sensual
Forum: Introductions 08-09-2009, 12:41 AM
Replies: 34
Views: 3,927
Posted By allyssa
The bands you listen to are obviously emo which...

The bands you listen to are obviously emo which steals a lot of gothic feelings of anger and darkness but lack the essence of gothicism, which is more romantic in nature.....
Forum: Introductions 08-08-2009, 10:45 PM
Replies: 34
Views: 3,927
Posted By allyssa
well I looked at deathstars, they have potential...

well I looked at deathstars, they have potential but the cyanide video they ripped off manson's fashion style, and although the videos are visually stunning they don't have any semantic meaning which...
Forum: Introductions 08-08-2009, 10:10 PM
Replies: 34
Views: 3,927
Posted By allyssa
I like your avatar...I don't know the bands you...

I like your avatar...I don't know the bands you are talking about but new goth differs from old school goth bands, some people think the cure is not goth because they are synth pop...some ancient...
Forum: Music 08-08-2009, 08:50 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,566
Posted By allyssa
the cruxshadows are ok to dance to but their...

the cruxshadows are ok to dance to but their lyrical content is painful, if you like to feel pain I suggest you buy Ethernaut, however if you would like to listen to the sound of eden I recommend All...
Forum: Introductions 08-08-2009, 08:22 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,631
Posted By allyssa
farewell

i will be departing from this earth one day and will say farewell until then I will exist as a seraphim from the blackening sky...casting eyes upon the mutable river and dwelling in the shadow of...
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