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I miss my dog so fucking much it hurts.
The last few days have been hell and I've wanted to do nothing at all. It's literally making me sick.
I got absolutely hammered over the weekend at my dad's and sat where he was buried and just cried.
I cried until I couldn't fucking breath and my boyfriend had to pull me off the ground.
The few friends I had over for my 'birthday party' (my dad INSISTED on me having the party THIS weekend...) didn't know what to do even. They just hugged me and told me how sorry they were...
If I could have, I would have slept on that dirt mound with him.
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