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My only boyfriend in the 30 years I have been alive has dumped me. he dumped me by text, today, just a day and a half after I got back from there. he seemed off all this weekend ( was fine the time before and all before that ) and now I know why. he said that the relationship was going nowhere and that we were holding eachother back. I think he meant that *i* was holding *him* back. I do not game. I do not participate in LARP (i have the wrong sort of personality for it , too nervy ) I am nowhere near as intelligent as he is, I know fuck all about physics or politics, and am basically nothing like any character in the Big Bang Theory. I am overweight ( more than when we met due to this implant ) and clearly he has aimed beneath himself.
Basically I am thick as shit and holding him back in life. I am not who he expected me to become in nearly 3 years.
Here's to the next 27 years of being alone.
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