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Usually, Christmas is okay for me. I could do without the music and the excessive cheeriness, but overall, it doesn't bother me. I don't even mind the insane amounts of people out and about shopping.
Not this year. This year, I have been in the lowest of moods, and it has made it difficult to get through every holiday. Even with the new year, it's been lonely and sad (though last night wasn't so bad as I managed to drag myself out to one of the few alternative clubs in my city).
Maybe everything will start to look up. Maybe not. Maybe I will continue to spiral down.
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