Barring a miracle, it's quite obvious by now that I'm not going to finish SPL in time. I've pretty much given up. I'm just too depressed about all the shit to try.
I can't handle these rejections like a normal person, I'm way too fucked up and fragile...
And I know this won't make sense to anyone because I've only written in fragments on random threads...
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Next weekend will be the last time I will ever have fun
ever again. That is a really fucking fucked up thing...