[Daz]

some times i think im just too much of everything, not enough of anything
too short, too old, too young, too fat, too self concious, too overbearing, too intimidating, too quiet, too loud, dont know enough about music, or books, or fashion, or art, or politics. i've been everywhere, done everything but seem to have no experience in anything. no matter what i do i dont seem to fit, living on the fringes of society. found my diary from when i was 12, reading it before i tossed it in the garbage it seems like nothing has changed. i still havent learned how to communicate with people. i'm still that awkward little girl trapped inside her head wishing that she could express herself but always finding herself left out of the loop. i just dont fit and for every step i take farward i always seem to slide back.