Ah, the kid is in highschool. It sucks, and I said/thought/felt/ things that were contradictory in nature. I was too obsessed with angsty music, hormones, and excessive, unending horniness to really understand what I was doing.
Mitzuki, I was like you. I wager most of the people on here were like you. It's called being a teenager. The thing is though eventually you stop being a teenager and, while people still very much judge you by how you look, they (usually) don't actually say it.
So, either conform or just ignore it. There really isn't any other option available assuming you don't want to just kill yourself.
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