I ran away from home at 17, left a note and got on a train.
Things were bad at home, but at times I longed to be back there o.O
I think that's because I was young, and life still had turmoil for me ...
In a way 'Better the devil you know' ...
Honestly tho, a home is what You make it. So you can create a new Haven.
I know that it's the comfort of familiarity and the cherished memories that you cling to; you can retain those, carry them with you. Try to build an inner excitement and happiness in regards to the fresh new beginning that awaits.
Let those feelings wash over your sadness of goodbye ...
Your new home will be a happy one, you'll make it that way!
Best wishes to you in your new home Platina (x)
And sweetheart, your Stepdad sounds like a jerk!
Definitely lose his invite to your house warming party