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In highschool every alternative kid wants to be 'crazy' so why people exile them can be explained in their mind, then comes the time in life when you feel like you are actually going crazy and you wonder why you ever wanted this.
I digress, you're probably right Saya, still, it's messages like these that throw life off kilter the moment you feel like it's stable. There's always a grain of truth as well, and the truth is I don't deal with emotion well and sometimes I barely know who I am but then... finding grains of truth which disturb us happen everyday in every aspect of life, we just ignore them mostly. Ugh. Maybe if I repress the angst from this situation I'll feel better, oh fuck, perpetuation suckz ballz.
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