I fell short of giving my best...again. I hate it when I descend into self-loathing and contempt. It doesn't help me do better next time, and merely makes me feel like crap. Normally I forgive myself and move on, but...when it was something I could have prevented by putting in just a little more effort, I get pissed off at myself for not going that extra mile.
DAMN, what a bunch of crap.
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