I meant on a personal level.
I thought about going to Darfur after Erica gave me the boot,let's face it I don't have a chance for the one thing I really wanted,a family with her.
I don't have much to live for and would love to go into combat,I would have the deck stacked against me but I would try to take down however many I could,and leave a good account of myself,in the end if it helps somebody down the line good,and at least I'd know that I wouldn't die a coward.
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