Im in pain.
I have HS. It cause my crotch, armpits, under chest and ass to break out in the nodules that swell and get infected. They swell and cause pain until I have to cut them open and drain them. philiophically Part of me thinks I might have deserved this in a past life but and later convinced I just lost the body lottery. not too confident when I feel the pain of crotch rot. Im here to rant, I have ranted, I will be of ranting.
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By thy cold breast and serpent smile,
By thy unfathom'd gulfs of guile,
By that most seeming virtuous eye,
By thy shut soul's hypocrisy;
By the perfection of thine art
Which pass'd for human thine own heart;
By thy delight in others' pain,
And by thy brotherhood of Cain,
I call upon thee! and compel
Thyself to be thy proper Hell! 
-Manfred by Lord Byron
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