Rant Thread

[bleedingheart344]

A person is always their own worst critic. You have to stop thinking of the negatives, there are probably many good things about yourself that you aren't realizing or thinking about. That, and you may not be giving yourself enough credit. You may just be looking at all of the negatives in the things you don't think you're not good enough at. Once again, I'm sure there are several positives. Hope all works out.

[Saphyra Runa]

I'm a damn shadow as it is and no amount of crying or bitching will change that.

Then be the best shadow you can be! Being a shadow can be quite fun.

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

My real mother can be such a moron sometimes.

And I want a hamster but my father won't let me get one. My step mother doesn't like "rodents."

[Lapin]

I am so fucking angry right now, that I can't even see straight. I've been downing coffee since I got the news this morning.

Now see, I knew my ass was going to Germany in two years, and yeah, I was excited. I've never been out of the country. I figured in two years, I'd be established enough in monetary terms, and would know enough German, that I'd be good. I'd also have time to say good-bye to the States, because I'll probably never get to move back.

However, I just got a call that says I have a year. Not two, one! They just decided this out of the fucking blue!

I have one year to get everything together. I have one year to pick up enough German I can survive, because the only other languages I know are a little bit of French and Spanish. I've got to finish my training and get a year of theatre done. I've got one year to completely end my life here!

This isn't fucking fair! How can they do this to me, those bastards!

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

Wow, I'm sorry to hear that. But I am sure you can get it done. It's probably not going to be easy, but have faith!!!!

[HumanePain]

Right you are Crimson.

Lapin: A lot can happen in a year. I started writing a year ago, and now I am published. If you want it badly enough, you can make it happen. But I don't blame you for ranting, you have good reason.

[Lapin]

I am going to burn them to the ground and laugh at the ashes! Fucking bastards!

[disorder]

Teenage relationship whine:

As you may or may not know, I'm not too good with the whole boys/dating thing. I've only have a couple of boyfriends and they haven't lasted long, because I freak out and dump them. And now, one of my friends has set me up with one of her other friends, who I do know, but not very well. He's a very very nice boy, but I don't think I fancy him at all. But there is another guy I know, who I'm pretty much obsessed with, but I don't think he'd ever like me. The point is, I feel really guilty that I think about the other guy all the time, and not my boyfriend, but I'd feel guilty if I told my boyfriend I didn't really like him that much and that I thought we should just be friends.

*sharp intake of breath*

That all made more sense when I was writing it.

Anyway, I don't know what I should do

[Methadrine]

You should definitely tell your current boyfriend that you don't fancy him anymore and be done with it. Love hurts and fooling the other part into believing that you still like them is only cruel.

[Lapin]

Meth is right, you shouldn't string people along. Warning you though, he's going to be pissed and hurt and he might react badly.

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

I feel like I am going to puke.

Word to the wise: Never eat two slices of pizza and then an hour later go biking for a couple of miles.

[Aaroneet]

Ooo, rough. I definitely hear that .

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

So does my stomach right now.

[Underwater Ophelia]

I'm ruining everything.

[She_Is_My_Sin]

I missed my bus. It only comes once an hour. Seeing as all my friends had gone home, I just waited for the full 60 minutes. Without anywhere to sit. In really painful shoes.

I hate the bus service.

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

My frickin' friend DJ is blowing me off. The second week in a row.

I want to fucking slap him.

[Emerald]

I am currently starting to wean off of Tramadol and I feel like crap, achy, uncomfortable, upset stomach...bleargghhh. Folks never ever believe your Doctor when they tell you "no this isn't addictive, you're perfectly safe to take this medication". This was after I had expressly said that I did not want to take anything addictive due to my past history with heroin addiction. Guess what I'm frigging physically hooked on Tramadol now...grrrr arggghh. *hmmph*

[maggot]

I'm so fucking sick of my mother. I haven't been able to use my room because of the fire, and now she won't fucking leave me alone. I'm going insane!


She's probably the most annoying person I know, from what she's interested in, to what she does, even the way she laughs and talks, and how she's always got this stupid look on her face.

and now she thinks I'm "depressed" because I just want to be left alone.


Why can't I just get some privacy around here?

[Minyaliel]

*pats Maggot on the back* You've got my sympathy, if that's any help...

[Lapin]

(coughs heavily) I hate this! I can't go outside!

I've developed some kind of respiratory problem in the past two years, and whenever the pollution or the humidity is particularly bad, I can't go outside. If I do, I have problems breathing when I'm only sitting down, much less moving.

But, I got such cabin fever today, I went outside, even though the newspaper said it was a Code Something-Or-Other. I've been coughing for the past two hours, and it feels like my throat is tearing apart.

Fuck this, I'm moving out to the country.

[Cyntrox]

Originally Posted by Minyaliel

If you want to go to mdd in videregående, don't despair - they've got auditions too, you know. I've been through three years of music studies in vgs here in Trondheim (Katedralskolen), and it is definitely worth it, even though it is hard, and you will definitely get to know both extreme ups and downs. I must admit I had ridiculously good grades in ungdomsskolen, but there were people in my class whom we knew were selected because of the skills they showed during their auditions (we knew this due to their bad marks, the teachers didn't tell, of course). Don't despair, you've got a fair chance if you practise hard and do your best. You've still got some time to impress your teachers When you get to know whether you got into the course or not, please tell how it went! =)

Don't know if anyone remembers this... But you asked, so: I didn't get in. Or that is, I could be in queue with 27 people in front of me - that makes me about the last person in the line

It's OK, though, I'd probably drop out anyways... Too tough, and I'd have to take a bus to school.

[Methadrine]

I'm so pissed off right now. I was out on a little walk and took GREAT photos with my camera. Came home, plugged in the card to the computer to transfer them and FOOF! All my images gone, and replaced with the LAST batch of images I took which I erased before I went out.

I don't think I've ever took quite so nice pictures that I did today so that hurt even more. Maybe the world wasn't ready to see them... *sigh*

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

Prepare for a lot of swearing....

I FUCKING WANT TO FUCKING KILL THE FUCKING "FRIEND" I USED TO FUCKING HAVE FOR BEING A FUCKING ASSHOLE DOUCHE BAG AND I WANT TO FUCKING RIP HIS BALLS OFF OF HIM AND FUCKING SHOVE THEM DOWN HIS FUCKING SMALLL ASS THROAT!!!!!

I'm a little better now.

[Aaroneet]

Sounds like you needed to vent. Sorry to have this sound like an awfully corny catch phrase, but it's better to express than repress.

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

Thank you. Yes I did need to vent.