Sexuality

[joyslayer]

Sweet and innocent? I love you, mortalitas! That is literally, the first time I have ever heard that!

[mortalitas incomitatus]

love is being submissive when you are naturally dominant.

[joyslayer]

I hear that one.
Love is trying a hurtful position for your partners enjoyment.

[mortalitas incomitatus]

love is acceptance of their fetish

[mortalitas incomitatus]

or my fetishes for that matter.
lol

[joyslayer]

Love is dressing up like a goth-whore and sitting through photo shoots for your lover. x.x

[mortalitas incomitatus]

oh slayer.......can i see them?

[joyslayer]

*pulls at shirt collar* Not umm, board appropriate?

[mortalitas incomitatus]

*sulks
oh, email
*smiles seductivly

[UltraNEO*]

Originally Posted by mortalitas incomitatus

or my fetishes for that matter.
lol

Kinky bitch! haha ^^

anyway, what's your fetish?
sorry, just curious.

[mortalitas incomitatus]

my fetishes?
once again not board appropriate.
too many under-agers reading, wouldnt want to corrupt them.

[mortalitas incomitatus]

or tramatise their pure minds with my odd little likes

[UltraNEO*]

*email*

*winks*

[joyslayer]

"odd little likes* I could go on for hours..........

[pitseleh]

I have no sexuality. I haven't had any intimacy for years, and truth be told, I try to avoid thinking about sex, because it makes me want to die. The spilling of seed is nothing more than a stress-relieving physical neccessity either.

When I fantasise about girls, it's mainly innocent stuff like holding hands and being held in a long embrace that gives me the most comfort. Only rarely do I actually feel like a sexual being, most of the time I feel like an android. One thing I'm happy about, though: I've never lost the love in my heart. Though it may feel like just a frozen lump at times, I've never given up hope and allowed myself to become hard and calloused. It hurts, but I have to do it that way.

Thing is though, my best friend, whom I spend a lot of time with, is a girl. An unbelievably beautiful one at that, both outside and inside.

And... I love her. Like, it hurts when I can't see her, and I would do anything to make her happy.

Does she know this? No. I'm too afraid of ruining our friendship, which would in turn ruin me.

So... yeah. I don't know what to say. I don't even know why I said this. I just feel that someone has to represent the deprived too, even though it sometimes seems like being celibate in your mid-20's is more taboo to speak about than paedophilia. Your youth is supposed to be a time of sexual experimentation and a trial-run of more or less suitable partners, right? Well, I could never stand the thought of sex with someone I didn't love, or disappointing someone that loved me that I didn't feel the same for. I've done that before, and it felt awful.

I'm pathetic, I know... Just thought I'd share this, since I haven't shared anything meaningful on this site in like, forever.

[Ben Lahnger]

I was mostly celibate in my 20's, not through choice - I was fairly shy around women. (What the hell happened to that guy? Hahaha!)

The good news is that I've more than made up for it in the last decade, so hurray for much sex!

Maybe you just need a new technique. You could try this ...



On second thought, that might not be appropriate in your situation. Well, I'll keep thinking about it.

[Manimal]

Originally Posted by Ben Lahnger

Slight limp... that's not love, that's foreplay. Wheelchair... gurney... paramedics... now you're talking love

[joyslayer]

I've been pretty much "sexual" my entire life. Some call it a gift, other call it a sin. Go figure.

[WolfMoon]

Terminology by WolfMoon

B&D ~ Bondage and Discipline

S&M ~ Sado-masochism Sadism/masochism Slave/Master(s/M, also)

BDSM ~ Means all of these terms. And yes I am............


I like anal sex. I do know from personal experience that a woman can cum with just anal intercourse ( and the warming up and all that jizz, er, jazz.) And, no, I don't like my salad tossed. That's why I've got the warming lube!

[edible_eye]

Originally Posted by pitseleh

I'm pathetic, I know....

the only thing that makes you pathetic was NOT acknowledging me when i sent you mega-man-hugs when you popped back in here recently. basically, you gave me the finger and moved on.

as for the rest of what you wrote - i empathize and understand. most of my life was spent admiring those i felt were beautiful from afar. that, more than anything else, forced me to feel like an outsider to what i believed was life's core. it's not easy to step away from that safe zone into an arena where you take what you see as an insurpassable challenge and attempt to become a part of her life... not easy at all. i admire you for recognizing where you are - and i wish you, and her, well in visiting those uncharted waters.

[mortalitas incomitatus]

Originally Posted by pitseleh

I have no sexuality. I haven't had any intimacy for years, and truth be told, I try to avoid thinking about sex, because it makes me want to die. The spilling of seed is nothing more than a stress-relieving physical neccessity either.

I'm pathetic, I know... Just thought I'd share this, since I haven't shared anything meaningful on this site in like, forever.

no, not pathetic in the least.
*kiss.....snuggle.....purrrrrrrr*

[edible_eye]

Originally Posted by WolfMoon

I like anal sex. I do know from personal experience that a woman can cum with just anal intercourse

and you....

god damn...

i'll use that visual for a few days. thanx.

[mortalitas incomitatus]

Originally Posted by WolfMoon

Terminology by WolfMoon

B&D ~ Bondage and Discipline

S&M ~ Sado-masochism Sadism/masochism Slave/Master(s/M, also)

BDSM ~ Means all of these terms. And yes I am............


I like anal sex. I do know from personal experience that a woman can cum with just anal intercourse ( and the warming up and all that jizz, er, jazz.) And, no, I don't like my salad tossed. That's why I've got the warming lube!

start warming the lube, i'll bring the strapon, rope and whip.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sexy lady.

[AlKilyu]

Pits I am only quoting certain parts of your post then I will explain...

Originally Posted by pitseleh

The spilling of seed is nothing more than a stress-relieving physical neccessity either.

When I fantasise about girls, it's mainly innocent stuff like holding hands and being held in a long embrace that gives me the most comfort.

One thing I'm happy about, though: I've never lost the love in my heart. Though it may feel like just a frozen lump at times, I've never given up hope and allowed myself to become hard and calloused. It hurts, but I have to do it that way.

Does she know this? No. I'm too afraid of ruining our friendship, which would in turn ruin me.

I just feel that someone has to represent the deprived too, even though it sometimes seems like being celibate in your mid-20's is more taboo to speak about than paedophilia.
Well, I could never stand the thought of sex with someone I didn't love, or disappointing someone that loved me that I didn't feel the same for. I've done that before, and it felt awful.

I'm pathetic, I know... Just thought I'd share this, since I haven't shared anything meaningful on this site in like, forever.

God bless your leftsa eating heart. I feel the same exact way. I do. I joke that it makes me less manly but dammit, there isn't a problem with not giving in to your baser insticts because of something you believe in.

Granted I am not as pure as you, I had my indiscrecions, but I never in my wildest days of having two-three girlfriends at a time have I ever banged for the hell of it. And if I had more than one I wouldn't have sex with either, I'd wait until I made up my mind or got the "mack daddy" way of thinking out of my head before I would ever let a woman expose her most personal side to me.

During this past Christmas I had a checker girl who looked ragged, in a store of screaming kids and hundreds of noisy customers, and when I asked the problem she had a terrible headache. So I went back into the store and bought myself a nutrition bar and a bottle of Advil, and when she rang them up I gave her the receipt and the pills and wished her a better day.

When I told a friend about the experience, I got the typical "So did ya hit it? Did you at least get her number?" Cause God forbid I do a favor for a pretty lady and expect nothing from it.

Something tells me there is some sort of reward for guys like you and me who, rather than desire the most...well to each their own but for guys like us who dream of hand holding and cuddling and all the other stuff that we are supposed to abandon in place of "hitting it", I think we have something great awaiting us someday.

No not each other but I am flattered.

In closing, you are not alone (but we are! >_<) there is someone out there who knows the feeling.

[TheKorovaMilkbar]

Originally Posted by pitseleh

I have no sexuality. I haven't had any intimacy for years, and truth be told, I try to avoid thinking about sex, because it makes me want to die. The spilling of seed is nothing more than a stress-relieving physical neccessity either.

When I fantasise about girls, it's mainly innocent stuff like holding hands and being held in a long embrace that gives me the most comfort. Only rarely do I actually feel like a sexual being, most of the time I feel like an android. One thing I'm happy about, though: I've never lost the love in my heart. Though it may feel like just a frozen lump at times, I've never given up hope and allowed myself to become hard and calloused. It hurts, but I have to do it that way.

Thing is though, my best friend, whom I spend a lot of time with, is a girl. An unbelievably beautiful one at that, both outside and inside.

And... I love her. Like, it hurts when I can't see her, and I would do anything to make her happy.

Does she know this? No. I'm too afraid of ruining our friendship, which would in turn ruin me.

So... yeah. I don't know what to say. I don't even know why I said this. I just feel that someone has to represent the deprived too, even though it sometimes seems like being celibate in your mid-20's is more taboo to speak about than paedophilia. Your youth is supposed to be a time of sexual experimentation and a trial-run of more or less suitable partners, right? Well, I could never stand the thought of sex with someone I didn't love, or disappointing someone that loved me that I didn't feel the same for. I've done that before, and it felt awful.

I'm pathetic, I know... Just thought I'd share this, since I haven't shared anything meaningful on this site in like, forever.

Holy GOD!!! That is... utterly amazing Pitseleh! I'm in the same exact boat as you. Although for a long time when I was hanging out with my best friend (who also is a girl), who you guys know as GeminiKiller, I felt the same way, I eventually got over it, and I'm glad I did. She's now like a sister to me, as well as my confidant, which really helps in bad times.

You honestly don't know how happy I feel to hear that there is someone out there who feels the same way. I learned recently that you, nor I, are pathetic at all in this thought process. We can't look at it like that. Look at it this way, in this world full of tyranny and evil, at least we really can feel like we are still good people, you know? I applaud you for your honesty, and am very glad you posted what you did.