dead x.x

Becca_Lugosi · 03-16-2009, 05:41 PM

So, this past August I was [mis]diagnosed with hypo-thyroidism.

I'm fatigued to all hell. I have zero energy. ZERO. It's amazing that I can even type this. *dramatic sigh*

I graduated early from high school, not because I'm smart, but because I got all my needed credits for graduation out of the way.

Now, I work part time at a grocery store and I take two classes [psychology and sociology] at a local community college.

That's the nice bit.

Other than that, I'm slacking. Hardcore.

I smoke too much weed. Drink too much Jaeger. Sleep whenever I'm not working. I've not finished a book in over a month. [amazing, bad, for me.]

I barely want to talk to my boyfriend or friends, much less my family. I'm usually so social. Not so much these days.

Boo fucking hoo.

There's a lot I could be doing. But I just can't muster the energy necessary.

I don't really want to continue college...

Ehhhhh.

~B.L.

Underwater Ophelia · 03-16-2009, 07:48 PM

In other words, you're a loser and not going to do anything about it?

CrimsonPythonidae · 03-16-2009, 08:01 PM

Are you after advice or just having a whine?

Pyre · 03-16-2009, 08:25 PM

I started to write "Sounds like a classic case of depression to me, unless it's simply energy you lack and not desire. Seek counseling if you really care." but then it occurred to me that you said you smoke too much weed and drink too much Jaeger. Ever consider that is where your faults lie? Cannabis is obviously going to slow you down physically and tire you, and mixing with alcohol will only exacerbate the problem.

jack_the_knife · 03-17-2009, 12:43 AM

Hey, if you can't get your shit done and party as well, then you've got to get your priorities right and move on.

Alarica · 03-17-2009, 02:48 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Becca_Lugosi

So, this past August I was [mis]diagnosed with hypo-thyroidism.

I smoke too much weed. Drink too much Jaeger. Sleep whenever I'm not working.

This sounds like someone I know. Blames hating her job on her depression, but not her lifestyle (smoking weed for the last 10yrs).

Lay off the weed and booze, and get some fresh air instead of sleeping so much.

Or as I said to a friend of mine "sort it out, get it together and man the fuck up. be grateful you're still alive and young, and your ass is still firm".

Mealla · 03-17-2009, 05:46 AM

Definitely the weed and alcohol. Big surprise, but depressants usually make depression worse, and there's a reason potheads and alcoholics are often stereotyped as being lazy. If you're getting tired of college, you can either take a break for a semester, look at changing your major perhaps, or even more importantly reflect on the fact that if you don't finish college, you'll likely get to keep that nice job at the grocery store for the rest of your life.

Man In Room 5 · 03-17-2009, 06:08 AM

Becca Lugosi got a little off track
Took a year off of college
And never went back
Now she smokes too much
She's got a permanent hack
Deals dope out of Denny's
Keeps a table in the back

....with apologies to David and David

Albert Mond · 03-17-2009, 06:10 AM

I just realized something...
BECCA LUGOSI's DEAD.
FUCK!

Becca_Lugosi · 03-19-2009, 04:57 PM

I'm whining of course.

Man In Room 5, that was amusing, really

And I am not dead Albert Mond.
BELA Lugosi is...
Underwater Ophelia I don't consider myself a loser.
I'm just having a slow shift in priorities.

I have cut back on my vices [weed and Jaeger].
As far as depression goes, I'm not. Or mildly at best.
No help necessary necessarily.

I'll be aiight, thanks for your interest peeps.

~B.L.