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07-01-2013, 01:22 AM
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#8301
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: Hell, it's other people & both of them are you
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It's not really a rant, but anyways..
I've been compulsively obsessing over killing myself for the last couple of weeks. My therapist knows about it (and she is wonderful), and we have a contingency plan for what to do if I can't cope with it anymore.
I'm not going to do anything silly.
I'm just exhausted from thinking about it all of the time.
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07-01-2013, 03:25 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2011
Posts: 1,700
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Sorry to hear that Absynth.
The thought crosses my mind a lot or some variation of my life ending. I dunno. It sucks. :-/ I hate it for you. I guess I just wish that I didn't look at life as just one big road of dread so damned much.
Best of luck to you.
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"God always picks the strangest things to get angry about. Get an abortion or gay married and he'll aim a tornado right at you.
Rip off a million poor people and Wall street has no problems. " -Rebecca B
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07-01-2013, 07:11 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Posts: 729
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I'm sorry to hear it Aby. It's crap how that ideation sometimes takes hold and repeats itself even if it's not something that would be acted on... do you have any compelling distractions?
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07-01-2013, 10:04 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
Posts: 8,030
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I'm sick, I have four separate injuries, and my period started today. I can either take my cold medicine or pain killers but I can't take both because they would interact, yay.
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07-02-2013, 09:42 PM
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#8305
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Join Date: Oct 2005
Posts: 9,548
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<33333 Solumina and Aby.
Absinthe, I really really really suck talking about suicide because its a big trigger for me, but extra <3333.
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07-03-2013, 02:50 AM
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#8306
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: Hell, it's other people & both of them are you
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Thanks AshleyO, Acharis and Saya - I've had two really good days and I think that my brain has flicked back again.. which is nice.
It was actually helpful to read your messages and know that people understand how fucked it is.
Solumina - I hope that you're feeling better soon.
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07-08-2013, 07:36 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Posts: 729
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Yep. Fucked. I'm glad you're feeling better and hope Solumina is as well. Don't claim to know how it is for you, but right now clinical depression is kicking my arse and I'm experiencing some of the similar looped thoughts.
In no danger folks. Taking medication and seeing someone. Just feeling very shit.
Distraction is the key.
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07-08-2013, 06:13 PM
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#8308
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Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: Smexyville, Colorado
Posts: 2,424
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Fuck, Miss A. I'm here if you wanna pm and talk.
Same goes for you, Acharis.
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07-08-2013, 11:53 PM
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#8309
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Join Date: Jun 2011
Posts: 1,700
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That awkward moment when you're hanging out with someone you think is totally cool and they admit to hating feminists...
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"Women hold up half the sky" -Mao
"God always picks the strangest things to get angry about. Get an abortion or gay married and he'll aim a tornado right at you.
Rip off a million poor people and Wall street has no problems. " -Rebecca B
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07-09-2013, 08:49 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Posts: 729
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Thanks Ape, I ended up assembling flat pack so for a good few hours I was deliberately focused on that. Going to find some more tasks for times like these.
Yeah, I've been there and done that Ashley O! I had something to say about that and the stealth-dudebro flounced.
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07-09-2013, 11:20 PM
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#8311
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Join Date: Oct 2005
Posts: 9,548
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I'm too mad to sleep, the schedule was put out and since our only full time person asked to have her hours cut back, I do have more hours, but this other girl got full time hours. She's lazy as fuck, has awful stats on the cash and badmouths our prices right in front of customers. She lives at home with her mom who pays for everything except the gas in her car, and bitches and whines all the time about how her mother has the gall to ask her to do simple things like laundry.
Meanwhile another girl who is way more productive and way easier to get along with has absolutely no hours at all. I suspect this has to do with who the supervisor personally likes.
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07-13-2013, 09:14 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2010
Posts: 708
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Since going vegan about 8 months ago, I continue to be amazed by the number of people who take my diet as a rabid, mouth-frothing attack on their way of life, in the absence of any judgmental statements made my end whatsoever.
*animal food is offered*
"No thanks."
"Why not?"
"I'm vegan."
"Oh." *pause* "Why?"
"Ah, various reasons. Environmental, health-related... mostly 'cause I really like animals, and it just felt hypocritical to be squeeing over every dog I see in the street, while eating dead animals reared in horrific conditions for that purpose."
"YEAH BUT"
After which various reasons why I'm wrong are given. "What about the whole quinoa scandal in Bolivia? Why would you starve native people to fuel your own decadent demand?" (I've never eaten quinoa in my life.) "People have it worse than animals!" (No, they really don't. You just prioritise their suffering, partly out of egocentrism, and partly because you're working from a Judeochristian tradition that tells you all of nature exists to service your needs.) "But you'll DIE OF MALNUTRITION!" (Actually, I'm a lot more aware both of the nutritional value of my food, and by the ways in which conventional wisdom regarding nutrition have been shaped by the immense lobbying power of the meat & dairy industries.) And finally, "There are more important issues going on in the world today!" (This one overwhelmingly used by people who have no involvement with activism or volunteer work whatsoever.)
Ah well. I suppose I should just chalk it up along with "Not ALL men are like that you know!", and "Well brown people shouldn't assume I'M a racist just because some people are!" on the Your Defensiveness is Both Unwarranted and Boring list...
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07-13-2013, 07:54 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2013
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Quote:
Originally Posted by DirtNap
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07-13-2013, 07:59 PM
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#8314
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Join Date: Oct 2010
Posts: 3,812
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Quote:
Originally Posted by CuckooTuli
Since going vegan about 8 months ago, I continue to be amazed by the number of people who take my diet as a rabid, mouth-frothing attack on their way of life, in the absence of any judgmental statements made my end whatsoever.
*animal food is offered*
"No thanks."
"Why not?"
"I'm vegan."
"Oh." *pause* "Why?"
"Ah, various reasons. Environmental, health-related... mostly 'cause I really like animals, and it just felt hypocritical to be squeeing over every dog I see in the street, while eating dead animals reared in horrific conditions for that purpose."
"YEAH BUT"
After which various reasons why I'm wrong are given. "What about the whole quinoa scandal in Bolivia? Why would you starve native people to fuel your own decadent demand?" (I've never eaten quinoa in my life.) "People have it worse than animals!" (No, they really don't. You just prioritise their suffering, partly out of egocentrism, and partly because you're working from a Judeochristian tradition that tells you all of nature exists to service your needs.) "But you'll DIE OF MALNUTRITION!" (Actually, I'm a lot more aware both of the nutritional value of my food, and by the ways in which conventional wisdom regarding nutrition have been shaped by the immense lobbying power of the meat & dairy industries.) And finally, "There are more important issues going on in the world today!" (This one overwhelmingly used by people who have no involvement with activism or volunteer work whatsoever.)
Ah well. I suppose I should just chalk it up along with "Not ALL men are like that you know!", and "Well brown people shouldn't assume I'M a racist just because some people are!" on the Your Defensiveness is Both Unwarranted and Boring list...
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I hear you.
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Woke up with fifty enemies plottin' my death
All fifty seein' visions of me shot in the chest
Couldn't rest, nah nigga I was stressed
Had me creepin' 'round corners, homie sleepin' in my vest.
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07-14-2013, 06:52 PM
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#8315
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Join Date: Jun 2013
Location: Scandinavian living in the Orient
Posts: 35
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My whining:
- I'm falling in love with a gorgeous (not only appearance, he's intelligent and funny too) guy who probably doesn't like me back. I just hate that feeling, it's keeping me awake at night.
- +38 degrees Celsius outside and about +50 C in my room is way too fucking hot. Especially when I'm used to Swedish temperatures.
- Had to get rid of a friend last night because all of a sudden he turned out to be a crazy religious fanatic, trying to convert me and telling me I'm "sick in the head" because I'm "into those dark, gothic entities" (wtf?!) and that I'm "too pretty to be so morbid". What the actual fuck?! What gothic entities? Morbid? Jesus fucking wept. Oh yeah, and apparently I'm a sadist too because I'm "into those dark, destructive gothic entities like satin". o_O (yes, "satin". he probably meant "satan") ...all I mentioned to get this started was that I was in the mood to watch a good vampire film... -_- I'm not that upset over losing someone I thought was a friend, it's just that discussions with reasoning like this is pissing me off.
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07-15-2013, 01:54 AM
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#8316
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: Hell, it's other people & both of them are you
Posts: 1,001
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In the last 24 hours I've deleted literally a third of my FB friends list for being racist fucks. How the everlivingfuck did I not realise that these people were like this? What the hell, people.. you are all queer activists and you can't see an issue with the bullshit you're spewing forth?
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07-15-2013, 03:41 AM
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#8317
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Posts: 729
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Frozen_Stars
Oh yeah, and apparently I'm a sadist too because I'm "into those dark, destructive gothic entities like satin". o_O (yes, "satin". he probably meant "satan")
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I own a sheeny black corset - ergo I am enveloped in the darkness of satin.
Let him know he needs an exorcist
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07-15-2013, 07:15 AM
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#8318
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Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Alamo City, USA
Posts: 764
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You've gotta love double think MissA. Few people realize they're acting like that, and when you point it out they tend to get defensive. Sometimes I wonder if there is hope for the human race or not.
Frozen_Stars, sounds like you've been having a rough week *hugs*
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07-15-2013, 10:02 AM
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#8319
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Join Date: Oct 2005
Posts: 9,548
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Miss Absynthe
In the last 24 hours I've deleted literally a third of my FB friends list for being racist fucks. How the everlivingfuck did I not realise that these people were like this? What the hell, people.. you are all queer activists and you can't see an issue with the bullshit you're spewing forth?
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But gay is the new black, the fight for gay marriage is exactly like the civil rights movement, PoC are homophobic etc etc.
Honestly I have a really hard time getting into the queer activism because of shit like that
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07-15-2013, 01:52 PM
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#8320
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Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: Smexyville, Colorado
Posts: 2,424
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Yeah, cause people of color can totally stay in the closet for their own safety if they feel the need.
/s
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07-16-2013, 06:51 AM
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Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: Hell, it's other people & both of them are you
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Not to mention that it totally ignores intersectionality...
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07-16-2013, 07:35 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: Smexyville, Colorado
Posts: 2,424
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Yeah, that too.
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07-16-2013, 02:11 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2005
Posts: 9,548
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Can I just say how much I hate packing? If it wasn't for my books I'd say I'm going to be a minimalist.
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07-16-2013, 08:52 PM
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#8324
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Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: A ship called Dignity
Posts: 1,919
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It has not been a good couple of weeks. Brother in law has been in the hospital with a brain bleed, stepdad has a 'lump' and is being tested for testicular cancer (will have results either today or tomorrow hopefully) and it looks most likely that I haven't got into university this year. Fuck this shit
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07-16-2013, 09:04 PM
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#8325
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Posts: 729
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I'm sorry to hear it Miss Cheyenne. :-(
Rant: When people make liberal and inaccurate use of the term 'triggered'. If you do not live with PTSD you don't get to toss this around, much like experiencing normal sadness doesn't mean you are depressed.
If you do not have PTSD/Acute Stress Disorder, do not re-experience trauma in the form of nightmares/panic/flashbacks/rumination when exposed to certain stimuli or have self destructive behaviour (self harm/eating disorder) recur after certain stimuli, you are not triggered.
You are angry, or disturbed, think something is unethical, you don't like the viewpoint or feel shitty that someone is disagreeing with yours. YOU ARE NOT TRIGGERED
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