cutting

[Daywalker]

Originally Posted by PortraitOfSanity

No, what you need is insults and more injury to help you realize how stupid you are, not some bleeding heart cutter cuddler.

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No see cutting was not stupid it mead me stronger as a person. See I did not cut to get people to care about me. I dont give a shit what peple think of me.I was a cutter to make me mentally stronger. I just got out of hand is all.

[Mariner]

Originally Posted by Daywalker

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No see cutting was not stupid it mead me stronger as a person. See I did not cut to get people to care about me. I dont give a shit what peple think of me.I was a cutter to make me mentally stronger. I just got out of hand is all.

Becoming a cutter...to make yourself stronger. That is very stupid.

[Daywalker]

Originally Posted by Mariner

Becoming a cutter...to make yourself stronger. That is very stupid.

How is that stupid? Do you know how much it takes to over come
self-preservation .
Protection of oneself from harm or destruction. The instinct for individual preservation; the innate desire to stay alive.It is universal among living organisms. In some vertebrates, pain and fear are parts of this mechanism.

[CarrionCorpse]

I began cutting because I could control nothing in my life but my own pain.
It's a very dumb reason, but when you think about it, what reason is not stupid?
The whole idea of cutting is ridiculous, yet people continue to do it out of some odd, mental idea that it's okay for one reason or another.

[Deadmanwalking_05]

Originally Posted by Daywalker

How is that stupid? Do you know how much it takes to over come
self-preservation .
Protection of oneself from harm or destruction. The instinct for individual preservation; the innate desire to stay alive.It is universal among living organisms. In some vertebrates, pain and fear are parts of this mechanism.

Any way you slice it you have fucking issues seek help or remember it's down the road not across the street and get it over with pussy.

[Daywalker]

Originally Posted by Deadmanwalking_05

Any way you slice it you have fucking issues seek help or remember it's down the road not across the street and get it over with pussy.

I like that where did you get that from.

[alchemie]

Make an appointment with a shrink?

[XxMusicxInjuredxX]

You all are SO stupid. Who goes on the internet and talks about cutting their self?! That's just sad. Fucking attention whores. -.-

[CarrionCorpse]

How about you go to the introduction forum and post the survey before you say anything on another thread?

[Daywalker]

Originally Posted by XxMusicxInjuredxX

You all are SO stupid. Who goes on the internet and talks about cutting their self?! That's just sad. Fucking attention whores. -.-

Say what you want. But you are wrong. I did not put post this for attention.
I did so I could get help in quitting. I don’t give a shit about attention. I all ways have had Antisocial personality disorder (ASPD or APD). So try agan Mr.
Freud

[Random Havoc]

It is technically possible to be anti-social, and an attention whore.. Actually, not just possible, common.

[DRM]

Originally Posted by Daywalker

Say what you want. But you are wrong. I did not put post this for attention.
I did so I could get help in quitting.

You came here for help on quitting that!?
XD
Have you never seen the rest of the site...or any other posts?!
Dumbass.

[ape descendant]

If you want pain and darkness... get a new pair of doc martens and break them in the hard way. You may even bleed, it could be fun...

[Angelic Dissonance]

I f you're trying to quit, just ignore that angsty feeling when you feel in your head the words, "I'm going to cut. Fuck this--" instead, hold back on the impulse and write. On another note, I command you to read Lord Byron, Percy Bysshe Shelley, Dante, and Poe. All of these, Keats, and Frost. Maybe Blake, too.

[Angelic Dissonance]

Or, instead of literature, get outside and take long aimless walks. Or both! And music always helps. Or computer games--esp. old ones. They have that sub-90's mystique--or something.

btw---twoposts b/c admin won't let edit after 7min.

[Daywalker]

Originally Posted by Angelic Dissonance

Or, instead of literature, get outside and take long aimless walks. Or both! And music always helps. Or computer games--esp. old ones. They have that sub-90's mystique--or something.

btw---twoposts b/c admin won't let edit after 7min.

ha thank you for the advice. I ll try them out.

[Joker_in_the_Pack]

Originally Posted by Daywalker

Say what you want. But you are wrong. I did not put post this for attention.
I did so I could get help in quitting. I don’t give a shit about attention. I all ways have had Antisocial personality disorder (ASPD or APD). So try agan Mr.
Freud

Characteristics of people with antisocial personality disorder may include:[3]

* Persistent lying or stealing
* Superficial charm[4][5]
* Apparent lack of remorse[4] or empathy; inability to care about hurting others
* Inability to keep jobs or stay in school[4]
* Impulsivity and/or recklessness[4]
* Lack of realistic, long-term goals — an inability or persistent failure to develop and execute long-term plans and goals
* Inability to make or keep friends, or maintain relationships such as marriage
* Poor behavioral controls — expressions of irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse; inadequate control of anger and temper
* Narcissism, elevated self-appraisal or a sense of extreme entitlement
* A persistent agitated or depressed feeling (dysphoria)
* A history of childhood conduct disorder
* Recurring difficulties with the law
* Tendency to violate the boundaries and rights of others
* Substance abuse
* Aggressive, often violent behavior; prone to getting involved in fights
* Inability to tolerate boredom
* Disregard for the safety of self or others
* Persistent attitude of irresponsibility and disregard for social rules, obligations, and norms
* Difficulties with authority figures



If you suffered from APD, you'd be a sociopath, not a little bitch.

[Catch]

I believe cutting is a result of a pleasure-pain association. I wrote a blog about it. It may not make sense at first, but it makes a lot of sense.

http://philosology.blogspot.com/2010...-tricycle.html

Recommendations are to find other outlets of expression to change personal persona.

[Daywalker]

[quote=Joker_in_the_Pack;608342]Characteristics of people with antisocial personality disorder may include:[3]

* Persistent lying or stealing
* Superficial charm[4][5]
* Apparent lack of remorse[4] or empathy; inability to care about hurting others
* Inability to keep jobs or stay in school[4]
* Impulsivity and/or recklessness[4]
* Lack of realistic, long-term goals — an inability or persistent failure to develop and execute long-term plans and goals
* Inability to make or keep friends, or maintain relationships such as marriage
* Poor behavioral controls — expressions of irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse; inadequate control of anger and temper
* A persistent agitated or depressed feeling (dysphoria)
* A history of childhood conduct disorder
* Recurring difficulties with the law
* Substance abuse
* Aggressive, often violent behavior; prone to getting involved in fights
* Inability to tolerate boredom
* Disregard for the safety of self or others
* Persistent attitude of irresponsibility and disregard for social rules, obligations, and norms
* Difficulties with authority figures

wow i have more than i thought.
So what do i Win.

[Daywalker]

There are, of course, other ways to recognize sociopaths and not all of them will exhibit the listed traits

[annwn]

Originally Posted by Daywalker

I am a cuter it is what I do it is who I am.
When I cut I am setting myself free it relaxes me it clears my mind.
My blade is my focus my blood is my center.
I become whole even I can tell you I am out of control
I know it I see it I feel it and there’s not a thing I can do about it.
Death I don’t care if I do die.
I don’t cut to cry i dont cut to tell people why.
I don’t cut to die I cut because I have to.
Because I need to not because pain is what I am use to.
I cut because there darkness inside of me that compels me.
To keep my hands my arm and my blade bloody.
I have to hurt myself to be true to myself.

May I recommend a particularly satisfactory cut?:

A little to the left and below the sternum, about three inches deep and two inches wide.

Massive head rush, dude!

[ape descendant]

Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack

* A persistent agitated or depressed feeling (dysphoria)
* Inability to tolerate boredom

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Awe, if it were a contest, I fail. *tears* Ah well... I'm pretty sure being a sociopath is a bad thing anyway.

[KontanKarite]

*barfs a bit*