Rant Thread - Page 29

AlKilyu · 08-31-2005, 11:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Loy

So I ended up picking up ANOTHER fucking restaraunt job, so for w hile I had 3 jobs (well, jobs that paid), then cut it down to 2, and now it might go back up to 3. Maybe I need to not "work through my troubles" so much, since it always ends up with me burning out and travelling cross country with one band or another, and getting stuck in the middle of Arkansas *shivers*

And I have to bitch slightly since my move to Boston's been put on hold indefinately, as has my painting, but the reason ain't too bad-my youngest hellspawn has come back from Eire. Heh. Now little Enid's gotyta deal withg Godzilla films more often.

Oh yeah, another quick rant-my girlfriend cut her hair, and no longer has the Enid haircut, so I can't call her "Little Enid", but "my girlfriend with the hot dyke haircut" gets to be a mouthful. Now I've gotta come up with another nickname. Damn you hair clippers!

Firstly show us (or me) a pic of her.

Secondly, mah car is all nice and new and we need to hook-up (me driving up there finally) before you move and gas gets any higher

Lastly, I introduced my nephew to Godzilla by buying the "Destroy All Monsters" game for my XBox that we play when he comes over.

Soul_Immortal · 09-01-2005, 05:18 AM

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Originally Posted by AlKilyu

Firstly show us (or me) a pic of her.

Secondly, mah car is all nice and new and we need to hook-up (me driving up there finally) before you move and gas gets any higher

Lastly, I introduced my nephew to Godzilla by buying the "Destroy All Monsters" game for my XBox that we play when he comes over.

XBOX....meh...

XBOX?! Awesome. Is that game any good? I am looking for something to bide my time until the PS2 is replaced, and the one game I have at the moment is HALO 2. GT4 for PS2 is alright...

Godzilla! *Says it in japanese but the word is dubbed in english, meaning that an oriental Soul takes another 5 minutes to finish speaking.) =)

AlKilyu · 09-02-2005, 10:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Soul_Immortal

XBOX....meh...

XBOX?! Awesome. Is that game any good? I am looking for something to bide my time until the PS2 is replaced, and the one game I have at the moment is HALO 2. GT4 for PS2 is alright...

Godzilla! *Says it in japanese but the word is dubbed in english, meaning that an oriental Soul takes another 5 minutes to finish speaking.) =)

It's great and really fun (and funny at times) plus my nephew can play it since we all agree kids shouldn't play GTA like his cousin with the super white trash mom let her son play (til I told her mom that was a no-no).

I recommend Psi-Ops. It's old enough you can get it at a used game place for $10 or under now, and it's the best game I've ever played. It's a shooter, but your guy has psi powers and can control shit with his mind. The enemies bodies move like real people, so when you pick one up and levitate him into an incinerator it is a blast. Also you can take control of their minds and make them do your bidding, making them kill themselves before you revert back to your own mind.

Best. Game. Evah!

And I hope things get better EOT, then again I know they will. ^_^

Panther · 09-03-2005, 07:19 PM

Not really a whine, but an observaiton.

I've stormed out of here in an agry fit about eighteen times.

BUt now that I'm going to be limited in my posting for a bit (moving to a place with no 'net), I'm going around saying things like "Oh, I'll miss Al's posts.' 'Oh, I'm not gonna read anything from Mael for a bit.' 'No more EPS pics for a while.' 'I'll miss E_E' 'I'm gonna miss Tom's new poems'.

Not that I'm complaining, of course. But you guys will eb missed in my absence.

edible_eye · 09-03-2005, 08:09 PM

i'll be looking forward to when you surface again, luscious panther. good luck with the move.

FenrisQueen · 09-04-2005, 12:16 PM

I'm kind of just a little bit pissed.

Over the past few weeks, I've realized I have some dumb friends.

1) My best friend just stole a truck, spray-painted it black, picked up a druggie friend of his, stole three sets of license tags and made it all the way to MARYLAND before the cops caught him. Needless to say, he'll be in jail for a while, especially since this is the third time in a year he's stolen a car.

2) My best friend (the car thief) got a call from a girl I know, and she's been spreading rumors about me. Specifically, that I've been messing around with one of my friends, who has a girlfriend that I set him up with. Now, this is a chick who my friends all want to beat up because she's a backstabbing little bitch anyways, but I felt sorry for her so I asked them not to touch her. But now she's crossed the line, and there is an all points bulletin out. No more protection. I'm done with her ass. And there are a LOT of people who are done with her too.

3)

Empty_Purple_Stars · 09-05-2005, 09:36 PM

On an even more depressing note,

The only doctor I have to manage my pain has lost his friggin mind, and I am as close to giving up and saying FUCK IT, as I have been in a long time..

The pain is so terrible today, and it just keeps getting worse..

And I have nothing to make it even a teensy bit better.

Manimal had to friggin help me walk down the stairs, cuz I couldnt do it on my own..

I know I sound pathetic too, but I just want the pain to recede even just a little bit so I can do the very basic things I need to do to survive and care for my family..

It really doesnt seem like much to ask..

And I am SO TIRED of doctors who don't know what they are fucking doing, and think they are some kind of superior beings, without an OUNCE of understanding or compassion!!

I think I'll crawl to my car down and scream with the windows up, so I dont whig out the squirrels ya know..

*Pitiful*

winged_dreams · 09-05-2005, 10:41 PM

Why exactly do you have lots of pain? One of my friends has a problem with pain. Her nerves always think they are receiving pain. Is that sort of what you have? And sorry if this is too personal.

AlKilyu · 09-05-2005, 11:22 PM

Yeah I'll have to chat with you on this, I am stunned our doc (it is our doc, right?) would hold out on that. I can talk to him if needbe...

Bodnoirbabe · 09-06-2005, 01:17 AM

What do you mean "lost his mind"? like, literally?

And i thought you were better. I thought you had surgery to help aleviate the cause and everything.

That sucks. I hope you feel better soon.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 09-07-2005, 07:13 PM

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Originally Posted by winged_dreams

Why exactly do you have lots of pain? One of my friends has a problem with pain. Her nerves always think they are receiving pain. Is that sort of what you have? And sorry if this is too personal.

Not too personal Winged..

I have damage and scar tissue in my abdomen that grows around other organs, and basically cuts off their blood supply until I have to have them surgically removed every few years.

Then they grow right back, like a weed does when you pull it up.

I also have two different diseases, one is called Endometriosis, and I have had a complete Hysterectomy as a result of it.

The other is a hereditary auto-immune disorder called Sjogrens Syndrome. My mom, my grandmother and my Aunt all have it as well. It is somewhat similiar to Lupus if you are familiar with that.

The combination is very, very, very bad.. And I have had to accept that I will be like this for the rest of my life..

Its just frustrating, because without someone qualified managing my pain, I can hardly walk down my stairs at home without aid some days because the pain is so excruciating.

The meds dont make it go away, but allow enough relief that I can operate at least 40% capacity, instead of 0%..

Its a big fucking mess, and I need to see a specialist desperately, but with no insurance as a full-time student, my options are pretty non-existent..

I have been sick for almost 14 years now, and it does get to be more than a bit to bear somedays..

Thanks for asking and caring...

Hugs..

winged_dreams · 09-07-2005, 10:31 PM

Me care lots! I hate seeing people in pain. I hope you'll be able to deal with the doctor situation. I wish the best for you. *hugs*

FenrisQueen · 09-11-2005, 01:32 AM

Ouch, sweetie. I hope you find a competent doctor. But they say love heals all wounds, and even if that is bullshit, we all love ya.

Rant Time:

So apparently I'm spreading rumors about Jeanie (who was the before unmentioned by name "friend" in my previous rant corner post)
You know, it's weird, because I frankly don't remember wasting my godamn time. And apparently I brag about my sex life, which I find funny, considering I am SINGLE, and have been for about four months. And I do not do one night stands.

I'm not a mean person. I'm really not. I can be, but generally I don't bother being a bitch. I don't like people messing with my friends, but that is it on my bitch-o-meter.

But this really cheeses my godamn grits to the point where I was seriously considering confronting her in front of the entire school. This girl is such a major hypocrite. Jeanie sleeps around. A lot. Usually when a group of my friends and I would go out, Jeanie would find some random, usually hideous boy and run off. She gives out blowjobs like a freakin' Pez dispenser. And I have heard way to much about her sex life.
This is a girl, who, after one of our friends moved, she immediately started hitting on her boyfriend. Who, had the good taste not to give in and reprimanded her verbally in front of everyone. Jeanie invited herself to go to two concerts with me this summer, and almost ruined both of them. After Warped Tour I got grounded for a month and had to spend four hours in wet clothes waiting for my mom to come get me (all the way to Charlotte from Raleigh)
At the Green Day concert, Jeanie repeatedly stated that she was going to find some random hot guy and make out with him. That didn't happen. To her. I, however, got a big smooch from a guy. (this bears further explanation, I was wearing a Dropkick Murphy's shirt that says Kiss Me I'm Shitfaced. The dude asked for my permission first, and his girlfriend even took a picture.) Jeanie spread it around that I had screwed a guy in a VIP booth.
She's even told people that she's going to be the bigger person and not hate me. This is a girl that is so desperate to have the wild, crazy life that supposedly I have, that she attempted to alienate my friends and lie about me to everyone.
I really hate people sometimes.

punkirony · 09-11-2005, 02:37 PM

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Originally Posted by FenrisQueen

But this really cheeses my godamn grits to the point where I was seriously considering confronting her in front of the entire school.......I really hate people sometimes.

I really hate people sometimes also.

I'm going through something a bit similar with a "friend" of mine. I've known here since I was 6 years old and now she has the nerve to spread rumors about my family. She's saying that when my father died, we inherited all of this money and we're super rich. Now I have people bugging me about my financial situation. I'm not rich. Jeez. My mom wants me to mess with this girl. She ususally tells me to ignore things like this. But, my mom has always treated this girl like a daughter. She go to Maui with us and camp with us for free! My gosh. And then, when I walked into our school gym Friday night, My sister and her friends saw my "friend" whispering to her friend that i was dressed weird and that i looked "nails"(meaning 'ridiculous'). Jeez, I was actually dressed down! I had a frilly black skirt on and a black one shoulder shrit on. My goodness. I don't get this girl any more. She's really pissing me off. I might embarrass her at school if she keeps behaving this way.

EPS, the best to you, darling. Get better so that we can all get better.

winged_dreams · 09-12-2005, 12:34 PM

My uncle may possibly have TB (can't spell the full word). It's certainly odd since he's had shots for it. He's been having back pain, a high fever, and terrible coughs. I'm worried about him.

ghostposts · 09-12-2005, 08:13 PM

<hug> Winged, hon, TB is very treatable. If he's going to the doctor, they'll find it.

Much love.

EPS, I'm so sorry. Sending positive thoughts your way.

Fenris Queen and punkirony, all the best. Keep your cool, and work out a plan. Don't go heated into confrontation, if you chose to confront. Sounds like jealousy, and they won't learn from a fight. They'll do their best to spin it. Better marshal your arguements and get witnesses.

My rant? I miss Al.

Demonista_Ravenesque · 09-13-2005, 05:24 AM

Ok, this being the rant corner...I'll rant...

Oh my fucking god...I swear I am so over it...Dr Redwin has given me a more advanced shrink and has given me a new prescription medications...being fluoxetine and ritalin..I wish I didn't need assorted chemicals to keep me happy

Ok, my ranting's done.

MrMaelstrom · 09-13-2005, 08:08 AM

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Originally Posted by Demonista_Ravenesque

..I wish I didn't need assorted chemicals to keep me happy

If you've been prescribed fluoxetin, your doc feels your depressed, and if you've been prescribed Ritalin, then it's because.... ohhhh, look, shinny....

What was I saying?....

Demonista_Ravenesque · 09-13-2005, 11:56 PM

Mr Maelstrom, I find it rather odd as well, having two completely different meds....

MrMaelstrom · 09-14-2005, 08:09 AM

they are different, but not opposites. One's for depression and should be taken in the morning (fluoxetin), and the other is for attention disorders and I have no idea when you should take it.

You see, my teachers and parents took care of my attention disorders real' quick with a couple of smacks to the head. Traditional medicines and remedies also work pretty well, see?

Solumina · 09-14-2005, 04:58 PM

you take Ritalin in the morning and again around noon if you're not on Ritalin LA

edible_eye · 09-14-2005, 06:43 PM

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Originally Posted by MrMaelstrom

You see, my teachers and parents took care of my attention disorders real' quick with a couple of smacks to the head.

HA! mine (my father) took care of it with a swift, debilitating blow to the ass. WHAM! and on those rare occassions i shirked everything they (he) strove to instill in my personality as a growing boy who represented the family and just went nuts, i'd get a lashing good enough to keep me off my butt for a week. that happened RARELY.

ah, memories.

there was very little in terms of poor concentration in my house for to forget my place meant pain.

winged_dreams · 09-18-2005, 10:18 AM

Great...my aunt has bone cancer.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 09-18-2005, 11:16 AM

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Originally Posted by winged_dreams

Great...my aunt has bone cancer.

Oh Sweetie, I am so sorry..

Let me know if there is anything we can do for you..

Have faith ok?

And know we love you to pieces..

*Big Hugs*

MrMaelstrom · 09-18-2005, 12:46 PM

Winged, dear, do you know if it's benign or malignant?
Is there any sort of marrow transplant that can be performed?

Good luck, doll.