Rant Thread - Page 28

Panther · 08-27-2005, 08:52 PM

I'm a big fucking coward. I had a plethora of perfect opportunities to tell my mom about the moving and took not a one. I was supposed to tell her a week ago. And yet, still not a word from me.

winged_dreams · 08-27-2005, 09:23 PM

I sort of want to go to back to school but I don't. I feel nervous about it too.

Soul_Immortal · 08-28-2005, 09:21 AM

That is great news, Winged=)

winged_dreams · 08-28-2005, 11:16 AM

I assume you're talking about my grandparents getting custody of my brother and not me going back to school. XD

Soul_Immortal · 08-28-2005, 12:19 PM

Yes, the first one=) I wouldn't congratulate on anything the person would happen to despise >< XP

ghostposts · 08-30-2005, 03:10 PM

Winged, I can so relate to the custody thing. Good for your grandparents. Good luck on everything.

I'm the dog of the family right now because I called my sister in for taking her kid home. See, she was reported to child protective services by the nurses in the hosital, right after she had her son. Protective services investigated, then allowed her to bring the baby here, to our house. Hers was filthy, with cat dung all over the floor.

She completely ignored the agreement and took the baby back there. I'd gone over and cleaned up two rooms, then left her and her boyfriend to do the rest. She stayed with us, but kept sneaking back over there, supposedly to clean.

I walked into the back room of our house the morning before, because the baby was screaming, and found her lying there with her eyes closed and her finger jammed into her ears. She was leaving my Mother to do it all.

Then she went to her house and spent the night, saying she was going to be cleaning it. I went the next morning to find out if she had cleaned up.

Nope. Still shit all over the floor. I told her if she didn't get the baby in my car, right then, I was going to call the child protective services and report her. She dared me to, so I did.

Now they have the baby in foster care. We can't take care of him. Mom's over 71, is going blind and has a heart condition, and I'm partially disabled. I have my hands full with taking care of Mom and 2 kids of my own.

Of course, Mom says I over-reacted. I was basically shit for two weeks. But the baby's safe. So, fuckem! It's not about Mom, or my sister, or me. It's about the baby.

Your grandparents are doing the right thing, bless them.

AlKilyu · 08-30-2005, 10:44 PM

Oh shit ghosty I'm so sorry. Man that is tough.

It breaks my heart that go out of the way to help others and that is the thanks you get ("I was basically shit for two weeks.") that's a horrible way to treat you. You did the right thing around the wrong person, so the accolades won't come from there, but they will come, somehow someday.

You're getting them right now from me! ^_^

*aNgElTeArs* · 08-30-2005, 10:50 PM

hmmmm bitching ey? well
ummm i dont really have anyone who i hate at the moment, but i wish i could leave this world for ever coz its so effing evil and wrong, be up in paradise with the good lord god. I cut last night, after so long, i broke and im so pissed off with my self. I hate the fucking dilemma im in at the moment, and i hate the fact in which the world mocks me as in i have a boyfriend and the perfect guy comes along and then ends up getting a girlfriend and im just there, alone. And then my fucking family situation just has to be like this and my fucking parents had to take drugs and my aunty doesnt want me to have a relationship with my fucking brother "Oh he will force you into something like drugs or getting money off me... radaradardara get over yourself mum (aunt who i call mum)
Ok thats funny, i started off with oh i dont have much to say and i went on a fat rant.. funny how that happens
im over

winged_dreams · 08-30-2005, 11:07 PM

That stinks ghost. At least you were trying to do the right thing. And my grandparents could take my brother which is good and I will take him if something happens to my grandparents.

On another note: I feel like a bad friend for not seeing a few of my friends in at least month, I'm worried about money, and now about school.

tekajo · 08-31-2005, 03:44 AM

NOLA is basically Venice now. For the life of me i can't understand why they aren't using boats to get everyone out. In south louisiana everyone including their dog has a fucking boat. Get the boats in there, start ferrying the people out to the river, put them on a fucking barge and ship them up river to Baton Rouge, Natchez or the first open port they find. Even a fucking shrimp boat would work.

Speaking of Venice, there WAS a town on the southernmost tip of the mouth of the mississippi named Venice where alot of offshore oil rig workers took tugs out to the rigs is now gone. Comepletely reclaimed by the river and the gulf. i was just there last year, and now it's gone. Fuck.

ghostposts · 08-31-2005, 03:48 AM

Thanks, guys. I'm cool with the whole excrement thingy. Fuck it. As long as my nephew is okay, I'm good.

<hugs> to you all and a big one for Winged. Sorry you got it so rough, hun. You'll be in our prayers. If anyone deserves happiness, it's you. As smart as you are, you'll do okay in school.

Your friends will understand. No one like you can lose friends, hon. You're too fucking cool to do without. The smart ones will wait patiently, and not want you to feel bad.

Come here, and talk to us. We love ya. (We have good taste.)

Tek, uhhh. Gawd, that sucks!!!!! I loved living along the coast.

I'm sorry you feel bad. Get a hug from Wing. That'll make it a little better.

MrMaelstrom · 08-31-2005, 09:58 AM

Angel Tears: playground rules here dictate you read the FOR THE NEWBIES thread for instructions, and then follow them up by introducing yourself in the INTRODUCE YOURSELF HERE thread in the GENERAL forum. Thank you and welcome.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 08-31-2005, 11:21 AM

I friggin love it when you PAY your cell phone bill, but the phone company STILL turns your fucking phone off days later!!!

Its pretty much my favorite thing..

Not so much..

I am waiting on calls from Specialists in houston that I found out about through the National Center for the Treatment of Pain..

But now they will get:

' I am sorry the person that you are calling has service that has been temporarily suspended, please try your call again later. '

Oh my friggin God..

LE ARGH!!!!!!

winged_dreams · 08-31-2005, 12:21 PM

Ghost rocks!!! You're super nice. And I'm not really having it that bad. I suppose I worry too much.

Star of Blight · 08-31-2005, 01:42 PM

I think todays bitch fest will be about: Coworkers

But of course I'm not going to talk about coworkers in general. No, I'm gonna be a selfish motherfucker and bitch about mine...because I'm special that way, fuck off.

So as I type this I'm sitting in a teleconference with the general collection of knuckheads who are working on the same project I am. For reference I work as a software tester, games in particular. And no it's not fun, don't even for a second think that it is. Imagine the most horrible game you've ever played, now imagine the most horrible section of said game. Now play that same section over and over and over and over again, for hours and hours. That's my job.

So yeah, teleconference. Me, some programmers and the project director. What the meeting boils down to, in theory, is I lay out the latest set of fuckups that I've found, the programmers jot them down so they can go fix them while the boss see's what kind of progress we've made. Granted that's how it's supposed to go. The first ten minutes is spent on stupid bullshit like how peoples families are doing, what they've been doing with their WoW guilds (yes, my coworkers play WoW...heathen bastards) and generally everything asside from what they just blew out their collective asses. I sit, I say nothing...because I really hate this bullshit and would like nothing better than to just get back to doing my job.

About fifteen minutes into this timesink one of the programmers goes offline and doesn't show back up. Phone calls are made, emails are sent. Guy did something, I dunno what, but killed his connection and wasn't able to re-establish. Now this is a software programmer, a guy who went to college and knows more about computers than I do, but he can't figure out how to get his system back on the network and has to call one of the fuckers for IT to do it for him. How these people got, let alone keep their jobs is behond me.

I walk off and go for a smoke, because I can, and by the time I get back from having a couple we /finally/ get shitbrick back in the game with us and it's business as normal. I submit my bug reports, the programmers nod and pretend they know what they're doing, the boss nods and pretends he knows what I'm talking about...and I feel the urge to go shoot myself some more.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 08-31-2005, 02:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Star of Blight

I submit my bug reports, the programmers nod and pretend they know what they're doing, the boss nods and pretends he knows what I'm talking about...and I feel the urge to go shoot myself some more.

See folks, that's what I mean right there..^^^

Pure Poetry..

Here is an individual who understands the depth of human misery..

Sniffle..

Star of Blight · 08-31-2005, 03:40 PM

*bows* Thank you...I think.

Soul_Immortal · 08-31-2005, 03:42 PM

Graphic language ahead. These are the exact words of went on today. I do not condone any type of racism.

Scene: Me trying to pack. Flustered, hot and pissed that they changed his deployment date. Loud country music vibrating the walls then poof - my power goes out. Her music is still playing. Her windows are open, man upstairs standing outside on his porch screaming.

Man: Hey!! Do you mind lowering that shit?

Neighbor: Eat me, fucker!

Me: *walks outside, looks up* Whats the fuss, Ron?

Man: *shakes head* Power went out, but that ************jewbag still has her shit playing. HEY! Turn IT OFF you CUM guggling....

Neighbor: *walks outside, skitters over to me as I smoke* Hey, you might want to tell him to leave me alone.

Me: *Flicks ashes, raises an eyebrow and glares* You act like he's the one doing something wrong.

Neighbor: Well fuck you too, you goddamned Spic.

......

Needless to say, it was on. Nothing physical happened, just a bout of yelling and her music completely off. When the power came back on for the rest of the building, hers went off. They are still working on her box right now.

Poetic justice, anyone?

tekajo · 08-31-2005, 03:52 PM

ooh Soul. You're bigger than me...it would have been on aright. The paramedics would have been called.
That pisses me off.

also...she's giving good rednecks like me a bad name.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 08-31-2005, 04:24 PM

As some of you know here, my son is half-hispanic ( 1/4 Puerto Rican 1/4 Mexican ) His skin is a beautiful golden color, and he has big brown Al Pacino eyes..

I myself am Caucasian, but I have spoken fluent Spanish since childhood..

I cannot count the remarks I have heard from people regarding my son during his young life..

And if you want to guarantee I am going to whip your ass, well try and hurt my child..

Needless to say, there have been some major showdowns over people's insensitive remarks.

My favorite is when people automatically assume because your white and they are white, that you must share the same racist views. And they just let fly with the jokes and remarks.. Not too smart around me..

On the flip side, I have also had spanish men talk about my ass in spanish, in DETAIL, thinking the little white girl doesn't understand, and been able to tell them in Spanish what they can do with their tiny little peckers..

Hee..

Racists are lame..

Give em hell Soul..

Raven SilverWolf · 08-31-2005, 04:40 PM

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Originally Posted by SuicideJade

bitching, sniveling, whining and verbal malasie oh my!...
i can do that..

today i went to clean this lady's house.. i've been there before and worked.. she's creepy.. i don't like her, but a small price to pay for 10 bucks an hour..
most of the time i don't go alone because she has a huge ass house.. well today i had to..
somewhere in the course on 24 hours this 5 foot tall puff of wind made almost one entire GALLON of VODKA dissappear.. so not only was she creepy she's was being bitchy..
she tries to place a call to australia while i'm there like 8 times and keeps misdialing.. so instead of calming down and trying later she verbally bashes about 6 AT&T employees who are trying to help her make this call..
now mind you i got to her house at 7 am.. she worked me like a slavedriver until 1:20 pm and then accused me of not doing my job..
there is one little greyheaded woman who lives in this house (probably in her late forties) she's completely able-bodied.. she wants someone to come in and clean her house before her out of town guests come in (that's usually once a month)
but she doesn't clean in between visits..
she expected me to have her house cleaned in 2 hours..
the house was so unholy nasty that not even a dung beetle would want to live there..
she had glasses with thick mold growing in them on the sink..
dried puddles of coffee on the counter..
dust was so thick on every surface that you could write in it..
she hadn't cleaned her kitty litter box in over a month..
i went to make her bed and there was some thick , unidentifiable, body excriment on the bed along with a book about JonBenet Ramsey's murder and the most giant sadomasochistic looking vibrator that i have EVER seen.. i don't eeeeven want to know what went on there..
this is a two story 3 bedroom 2 and a half bath house..
every single room looked like absolute total hell..
her pantry is full of dry goods yet it smells like raw meat..
her dogs had diarrhea on the floor in the upstairs bedrooms.. she lets it dry there and doesn't clean it up.. then she wants me to vaccum the rooms.. i fight to hold my guts in and scrape dog diarrhea off the floor (both dry and fresh) and she wants to know what the fuck is takin me so long.. well it takes a wile to loosen dry dogshit from shag carpet..
there's dry kitty litter clumps in the hall when i get there..
it was fucking awful!
and the bitch had the cojones to tell me that there was no room in her house that should take more than 30 minutes..
and after all this she's supposed to give me a ride home..
she pays me 17 dollars calls me a cab and makes me use my own money to get home..
and then like an hour and a half ago she has the audacity to call here and ask where her money clip, wallet and $1,000 check is..
she tells me the check was on her desk (which she doesn't allow anyone to touch and she sat at the whole time i was there) and the money clip and wallet are in the same place that they always are when i come over..
i may not be rich, but i work for my money.. and i worked hard for that 17 dollars i got today.. i was so mad by the time i left that i didn't even want her fucking money..
i don't have her missing money and she can shove it up her ass for all i care.. but she best not call my house asking for any favors again...
:evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil:

well at least if they die while your cleaning house you wont feel bad about taking her fucking money clip*smiles real wide*

Raven SilverWolf · 08-31-2005, 04:54 PM

okay i got a story for you...

Okay, i wake up in the morning to find my alarm didnt go off and i missed my bus for school.im all alone cuz my family are all at work.so i start walking.on the way there i trip, fall into some mud that smells like shit but i keep walking.(the reason i cant skip school is cuz they thretened to arrest me and my parents if i did it again)ok i finally get to school, go into the bathroom and clean the shit mud as much as posible.then a group of preppy bitches who have it in for me walk in.i stare one down and they sarround me.They start talking about how im a slutty whore and that they were going to slit my throat.i left the bathroom as quickly as posible and walked to first period to find i left my binder with all my papers at home.so i get detention.in detention i have an essay that i have to write about responsibility....i write 2 sentences before i storm out...i find my dad(whom i see twise a month) in the parking lot waiting for me.he takes me home with a grim look on his face.i then find out my close cousin was killed in a car wreck.so i go sleep for 20 hours till i cant tell the diffarence between reality and sleeping.i finally get up, and isolate myself by watching tv for a few hours.i get drunk that night and a week later i except the fact my cousin died and i get over that day.BUT IM STILL PISSED AT HOW ALL THOSE BAD THINGS CAN HAPPEN ALL IN ONE DAY!!!!

edible_eye · 08-31-2005, 06:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Soul_Immortal

Needless to say, it was on..... They are still working on her box right now.

needless to say - that's hot. cat fight with damage to the box... you go, girl.

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ghostposts · 08-31-2005, 07:49 PM

Gawd, I hope they get your phone turned back on, eps. Sorry you hurt so bad.

<hug> Winged. You rock, too.

Soul and eps, give em hell!

Raven, hope your day is better tomorrow. Sorry for your loss. Can you home school?

Loy · 08-31-2005, 08:00 PM

So I ended up picking up ANOTHER fucking restaraunt job, so for w hile I had 3 jobs (well, jobs that paid), then cut it down to 2, and now it might go back up to 3. Maybe I need to not "work through my troubles" so much, since it always ends up with me burning out and travelling cross country with one band or another, and getting stuck in the middle of Arkansas *shivers*

And I have to bitch slightly since my move to Boston's been put on hold indefinately, as has my painting, but the reason ain't too bad-my youngest hellspawn has come back from Eire. Heh. Now little Enid's gotyta deal withg Godzilla films more often.

Oh yeah, another quick rant-my girlfriend cut her hair, and no longer has the Enid haircut, so I can't call her "Little Enid", but "my girlfriend with the hot dyke haircut" gets to be a mouthful. Now I've gotta come up with another nickname. Damn you hair clippers!