Guy friend problems....
ok so i did something with one of my guy friends. Im not sure i can say it on here. It wasnt sex though. haha. But hes one of my good friends AND my neighbor. This happened...a couple days ago. Well now its really akward. At first we were kinda freaked out...now it like...Whatever. I dont know if hes freaked out, but i think he must be to have such an akward aura around me. I cant look at him in school, and i WONT look at him when hes with his friends. It was his idea. I agreed. We've talked about doing worse. I have no problem with any of this. Im not weirded out. Hes made it clear that he only likes me as a friend. And i only like him as a friend. But when we're alone on the bus things dont seem like that. Ill think i like him, then i know i dont. I guess it feels good not to be lonley even if its for 20 minutes. Now im nto pretty. But i dont think im disgustingly ugly. I dont know what to do. Is there something i should say to him? Or should i let things work them selves out? I dont wanna loose him as a friend. I dont know what to do!
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