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Old 09-09-2008, 12:18 PM   #1
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My First day back in school .......

Well I've been looking forward to it for the past 3 days since my father rang up and got them to let me back in. It was a good experience seeing my friends again. I got some awkward looks off people but that is to be expected. I did a most barbaric thing. I wanted to make amends to the girl I hurt for what I did, but I was too shy and embarrased of myself. Mrs. Ward, my history teacher was very glad to see me. She told me I was right in what I did but I told her I don't feel the same way anymore.

Overall I was treated oddly by my piers and the faculty but I hope this blows over soon enough.

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Old 09-09-2008, 12:32 PM   #2
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She told me I was right in what I did
What a shining example to society she is.

Ach, well I'm glad you've seen your mistake. Maybe try e-mailing an apology if you're too scared to do it face to face.
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Old 09-09-2008, 12:36 PM   #3
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No no no no no no I am going to say it to her face. She deserves at least that. I feel so bad. I saw her today and she looked so hunted and browbeaten. I am honestly a piece of shit.
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Old 09-09-2008, 12:39 PM   #4
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No no no no no no I am going to say it to her face. She deserves at least that. I feel so bad. I saw her today and she looked so hunted and browbeaten. I am honestly a piece of shit.
*looks pleasantly surprised*

Wow. If you're serious.... That's very unexpected and great.
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Old 09-09-2008, 12:41 PM   #5
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I know my friends have said that to me too, and some have even looked in disgust about how I've "changed" so drastically. But sometimes the truth just comes to you. It doesn't have to take you days to process the idea that you were wrong and must change your ways.
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Old 09-09-2008, 12:43 PM   #6
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My first day back at school was weird... having to readjust always sucks lol

Girl I like kept looking at my ass though, so I'm happy

She wants it ;D loool
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Old 09-09-2008, 12:44 PM   #7
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Interesting to note everyone joins in flaming you to try to make you see your mistake; yet hardly anybody else, as of yet, has congratulated you. Which means, I must have to assume, that either they haven't read this, or they didn't care if you changed or not, and just flamed for flaming's sake. Harumph.
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Old 09-09-2008, 12:45 PM   #8
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Haha that's great to hear, Metabolik!

And yeah, I know what you mean LiUsAiDh. But the way I look at it, it's their loss! I am a great person now, and a great friend. Their loss if they don't want to get to know the lovely me! I'm so happy that you care for me though LiUsAiDh. Friends.

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Old 09-09-2008, 01:52 PM   #9
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I'm really glad that you have changed your outlook. I know it is really hard for you to go up to the girl and apologize but I'm sure that you and her will both be much better off afterward.
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Old 09-09-2008, 01:57 PM   #10
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Interesting to note everyone joins in flaming you to try to make you see your mistake; yet hardly anybody else, as of yet, has congratulated you. Which means, I must have to assume, that either they haven't read this, or they didn't care if you changed or not, and just flamed for flaming's sake. Harumph.
I actually PMed her though, stating in a way congratulatory feelings, though I'm just really watching now.
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Old 09-09-2008, 01:59 PM   #11
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Actually, you just warned me and told me that I am "on trial" and that you are "watching me". lol!

And thank you Solumina. Yes, I am very dissapointed in myself. I hope to talk to her tomorrow.
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Old 09-09-2008, 02:01 PM   #12
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It wasn't a warning Uni, I was just really unsure, because it was a rather fast change, I've deducted you're okay now *And I voted yes on that thread, even though it's been buried now*
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Old 09-09-2008, 02:03 PM   #13
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Thank you LetheanBlacklight.

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Old 09-09-2008, 02:12 PM   #14
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Hm Unix I'm just wondering how come you changed all of a sudden, i mean what is that changed your mind?
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Old 09-09-2008, 02:13 PM   #15
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I wrote a poem about it in the literature section. It's the one before the last one I wrote. I just realised the error of my ways and did not need more than a day to process it.
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Old 09-09-2008, 02:15 PM   #16
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oh ok i will go and read it then.
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Old 09-09-2008, 02:15 PM   #17
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Well, I figured, sometimes things just come to people where they snap into it out of nowhere, it has happened to me before as well *different type of change though lol*
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Old 09-09-2008, 02:20 PM   #18
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That's great news!!
That you're sorry...
Get closure and apologize to the girl and look at this experience as something helped you to become a better person

It's not the mistake, it's what you learn from it


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Old 09-09-2008, 04:10 PM   #19
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You did something fucked, you feel bad for it, and you refuse to appologize to the person you screwed over in any way other than face to face. Good on ya!
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Old 09-09-2008, 05:49 PM   #20
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Yes, Geoluhread! I would love tea! :]]].
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Old 09-09-2008, 05:56 PM   #21
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You did something fucked, you feel bad for it, and you refuse to appologize to the person you screwed over in any way other than face to face. Good on ya!
She said that she very much wants to apologize to the girl but is understandably a little apprehensive about it and has to get her nerves up
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Old 09-09-2008, 06:03 PM   #22
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Thank you Solumina. That's right. I'm not a bitch anymore.

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I haven't been to school yet.

Apologize to her... and become her indentured servant for the rest of the year, and that will be a start for your atonement.
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My first day back at school was weird... having to readjust always sucks lol

Girl I like kept looking at my ass though, so I'm happy

She wants it ;D loool

Was she really a girl ?

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Old 09-09-2008, 08:21 PM   #25
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Apologize to her... and become her indentured servant for the rest of the year, and that will be a start for your atonement.
You're joking, right Duane? And I don't mean that in a rude way, I'm just curious.
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