Hello everyone; I hope I am in the right place; I'm sure you'll let me know. I have difficulty being understood, because I'm very dark, but I have many friends who love me. No one judges me and that makes them incredible. I'm spiritual for God but still full of darkness, blackness. I love dark abstract art, Gothic, modern and old. I can't express myself really because I write and create imagery of how I see myself; it's a really big part of who I am and people automatically find it disturbing. Is it just people who see themselves and run? I don't dress in a traditional Gothic sense and I won't insult anyone by trying to fully appreciate what that is. I know that I like it very very much but I don't. I just need others to share that part of my life with because it's a much larger part of my life than people know.
This may be cliche but I am most calm at night when it's dark and quiet. My work office is dark with low light. It hides some of the artwork that relaxes me!
Blackness to me is just a state of being and I have no where to go.
Interesting facts: I love Picasso, Munch and Pollock
Edgar Allen Poe was clearly nuts but genius.
Mental disorders are gifts.
I hope I'm welcome folks.